wOrld of miNe

AfTeR sO mAnY dAyS i FiNaLlY uPdAtE..

2005-06-17T22:25:00.000-07:00

mY cOm Is OkAy Nw Bt I cOuLdNt FiNd ThE iNtErNeT cD sO i StIlL cAnT
uSe InTeRnEt Nw..
CaN oNlI uPdAtE wHeN iM @ mY sIs'S hSe..
AfTeR sO lOnG oF pRePaRaTiOnS 4 mY sIs'S wEdDiNg..
ThE dAy JuS pAsSeD 2 fAsT b4 i KnEw It..
LuCkIlY eVeRyTiNg WaS iN cOnTrOl & wEnT sMoOtHlY..
tHe BrOs FrM tHe GrOoM's SiDe ReAlLi KaNnA sAbO uNtIl VeRy JiAlEt By Us..
We MaKe ThEm WeAr CuPiD cLoThInGs & tAkE bOwS & aRrOwS aNd AsK tHem StAnD
@ tHe BuS sToP oUtSiDe My HsE wInDoWs..
SaBo ThEm WiF aLoT aLoT oF tInGs Bt I 2 lAzY 2 tYpE oUt HeRe lE..
pPl WaNnA c PiCs CaN gO mY fRiEnDsTeR & c..
@ nItE iM 2 bUsY 2 eVeN sIt DwN & eNjOy ThE bAnQuEt DiNnEr..
TiNgS jUs HaPpEn 2 fAsT..
1 wEeK aFtEr Eg WeRe In ToWn & iM rEaLlI tIrEd BeAt..
Ok La.. sHaLl BlOg MoRe NxT tImE lA cOs ReAlLi 2 tIrEd 2 tYpE lE..
tAtA..
nItEy

iM sO sTrEsS ! ! !

2005-05-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

lAsT sAt sIs TrEaT aLl HeR sIsTeRs InClUdInG mI 4 hEr WeDdInG..
mAiN pUrPoSe 4 ThE dInNeR iS 2 aLlOcAtE 2 eVeRy1 oF uS sTuFfS 2 dO..
mY cOuSiN & mI r ThE cO-oRdInAtOrS 4 tHe BrIdE sIDe..
OmG.. 1sT tImE bE sIsTeR 4 wEdDInG aLrEaDy MaKe Mi NeRvOuS..
+ iM 1 oF tHe Co-OrDiNaToR mAkE mI mOrE nErVoUs & sTrEsS..
wE aLsO dIsCuSs Hw 2 sAbO tHe GrOoM & hIs BrOs..
ThE pLaNs We HaD r ReAlLi CrAzY & iNsAnE.. hAhA !
cAnT rEVeAl ThE dEtAiLs Nw YeT bT wIlL uPdAtE wHeN tHe WeDdInG iS oVeR..
hOpEfUlLy EvErYtInG wIlL gO sMoOtH tT dAy..

iS aLrEaDy 1 wEeK pLuS eVeR sInCe I sTaRtEd WoRkInG..
mY 1sT wEeK oF wOrK iS rEaLlI tOuGh..
AlOt Of TiNgS 2 lEaRn, CoUrSeS 2 aTtEnD & eXaMs 2 tAkE..
hAvE 2 wEaR hEeLs 2 wAlk Up & dWn..
DuN uNdErStAnD y FuLlErToN hAvE 2 bE sO bIg SiA..
wALk UnTiL bOtH mY lEgS iS fUlL oF bLiStErS..
tHe 1sT tInG tT cAmE 2 mY mInD @ Tt pOiNt Of TiMe Is CaN i GIvE uP..
bT tOlD mYsElf 2 hAnG oN aRbO i WiLl dIsApPoInT aLoT oF pPl ArD mI aGaIn..
& nW iM gEtTiNg UsEd Of My WoRk..
I bElIeVe I wIlL bE aBlE 2 aDaPt..
1 tInG iM vErY hApPi AbT mY wOrK iS i SaW aNdY hUi( Xu ZhI aN ) dUrInG mY
2nD dAy oF wOrK..
kNeW tT hE wAs StAyInG tHeRe On My 1sT dAy Of WoRk Bt Gt No ChAnCe 2 c HiM
uNtIl tHe 2nD dAy..
He WoUlD gO 2 tHe PoOlSiDe @ lEaSt OncE eVErYdAy..
So My CoLlEaGUeS kNeW tT i WaNtEd 2 c HiM sO tHey bROuGhT mI 2 tHeRe..
He Is So MucH hANdSoMe In ReAl ThAn On Tv..
@ HK i sAw A gUy WhO iS aNdY hUi LoOk AlIkE..
hAhA.. wHu NoEs Tt I rEaLlI gT 2 c HiM iN rEaL..
sHoUlD i Be CoNsIdEr LuCKy?
I tInK i ShOuLd.. HeEhEe!!!

ThOuGh Is My OfF dAy 2dAy..
I sTiLl TiNk I sHoULd Go OrH oRh Nw..
aRbO wIlL bEcOMe PaNdA sOoN..
nItEy !

sTaRtInG aLl oVeR aGaIn 2mL..

2005-05-15T22:14:00.000-07:00

tMl Is My 1sT dAy oF wOrK @ fUlLeRtOn..
OmG... iM dAmN nErVoUs..
I fEeL sO sTrEsS mAn..!

PpL pLs WiSh Mi GoOd LuCk Ba!!!

bAcK fRm HK 5dAyS tRiP...

2005-05-06T04:15:00.000-07:00

wAnTeD 2 uPdAtE mY bLoG b4 i WeNt HK lAsT wEd..
Bt EvErYtInG wAs 2 lAsT mIn Le So DiDnT mAnAgEd 2 uPdAtE + mY cOm SpOiL..
mY sIs wAnTeD 2 gO HK 2 sEe GiFtS FaIr sO sHe AsK mI wHeThEr WaNnA gO wIf HeR mA..
wAnTeD 2 gO bT nO $$$ cOs JuS bOuGhT eNeRgY cOnCeRt TiX sO rEjEcTeD hEr..
WhU nOeS mY dAd AsK mI gO & hE wIlL pAy Mi & mUmMy GaVe Mi $$$ 2 sPeNd ThErE..
AsK wEi XiAn AlOnG cOs I nOe ShE wAnTeD 2 gO HK & sInCe We R sTaYiNg @ mY
mUm'S fReN hSe...
HaD lOtSa FuN tHeRe & tOoK lOtSa PiCs ThErE..
HK iS rEaLlI a Gd PlAcE 4 sHoPpInG, eAt, ShOpPiNg, EaT
iS mY bEsT bIrThDaY pReSeNt I rEcEiVeD tIs Yr..
I wIlL dEfInItELy Be BaCk In HK aGaIn!

TuRnInG 18 iN 2 mOrE dAyS..
bT dUnNo Y iM nT eXcItEd @ AlL..
oMg.. My MuMmY aLrEaDy Bk BiRtHdAy CaKe FrM hEr HoTeL 4 mI lE..
gT nO pLaNs 2 cElEbRaTe So WaT m I gOiNg 2 dO wIf My CaKe?

FiNaLlY tHeY r BaCk In TaIwAn ! ! !

2005-04-20T15:03:00.000-07:00

lOtS oF tInGs HaPpEnEd WhEn ThEy R hErE..
xKd.. LuV yA sO mUcH..
tHaNkS 4 eVeRyThInG yA..
wAiTiNg 4 yA rEtUrN..
mIsS yA ~ ~ !

1 bAd NeWs Is 1 iNjUrEd My ToE @ bIsHaN oN lAsT sAt..
& tHe WoUnD iS vErY dEeP..
sOb SoB ~

HaPpI BiRtHdAy 2 "hIm"

2005-04-05T03:50:00.000-07:00

2dAy Is HiS 21sT bIrThDaY..
sEnD hIm A mSg ThRu FrIeNdStEr & wIsH hIm..
WoNdErInG wIlL hE rEpLy Ma..
Bt He RePlY aNoT iS nT iMpOrTaNt 2 mI aNyMoRe..
JuS hOpE tT eVeRyThInG wIlL bE sMoOtH 4 hIm In FuTuRe.. :)

QiAn HuI fOuNd Sz..
ThAnKz HuI..
iM sO hApPi!!!
LaLaLa ~ ~ ~

Im MiSsY cArElEsS nW..!

2005-03-25T05:50:00.000-08:00

fEw DaYs AgO hElP mY sIs WiF hEr CoOkInG..
hAvEn EvEn StArT cOoKiNg I aLrEaDy CuT mY fInGeR wHeN cUtTiNg ThE pOtAtO..
YeStErDaY @ oFfIcE fInD dOcUmEnT aLsO bEiNg CuT bY tHe PaPeR..
hW cArElEsS i CaN bE aR..
hAhA..

nW @ My SiS's HsE..
sInCe 2dAy Is PuBlIc HoLiDaY sO mI & mY cOuSiNs WeNt OvEr & CaMp @ hEr hSe..
wAtCh dVd, MaHjOnG & cRaP 2GeThEr..
It HaS bEeN vErY lOnG sInCe We GaThEr 2gEtHeR..
rEaLlI fEeL sO gD wHeN aLl Of Us Is 2gEtHeR..
oH yA..
2dAy Is MuMmY'S 47tH bIrThDaY..
hApPi BiRtHdAy MuMmY ~ ~ ~ !

fEeLiNg VeRy VeRy TiReD lE..
iS tImE 2 oRh OrH lE..
*oFf 2 mIt LaO dA iN dReAmLaNd*

:)

2005-03-21T19:40:00.000-08:00

gOiNg OvEr 2 sIs'S hSe Nw 2 hAvE dInNeR..
sHe CoOkEd CuRrY cHiCkEn WoR..
yUmMy ~ ~ ~
ErM..
wIlL uPdAtE mOrE aBt ThE fOoD tAsTiNg WhEn Im BaCk Hm..

OfF 2 sIs'S hSe!

18tH mArCh Is..

2005-03-18T19:50:00.000-08:00

My LaO eR dE bIrThDaY..
2 bAd TiS yR hE cAnNOt CuM & cElEbRaTe WiF uS..
sObSoB..
hOpE tT wAt We HeArD wOnT cUm TrUe..
& eVeRyThInG wIlL bE sMoOtH 4 hIm 4 tHe ReSt Of ThE yR..
mIsS hIm LoTs..

WeNt 2 wAtCh GuAnG lIaNg'S dE nTu CoNcErT..
hIs VoIcE rEaLlI nAp..
WhEn He SaNg Ru GuO nI hAi Ai Wo..
As UsUal..
I cRiEd..
HiS nEw ALbUm ReAlLi VeRy NicE..
bOuGhT hIs AlBuM oN tHe SpOt ThEn LeT hIm SiGn..
Nv ReGreT bUyInG iT @ AlL..
hIs AlBuM iS hIgHlY rEcOmMeNdEd By Mi..

LaO dA dE bUdDY gAvE uS a ShOcK bY sAyInG hE wAnNa ChAsE jOlIn..
WaT hE sAy ReAlLi DuN lOoK lIkE tHe A i NoE sIa..
OmG..
sIncE wHeN hIs TaStE dRoP tIlL sO bAd & bEcUm So DaRiNg Ar..
ShE iS dEfInTeLy Nt ThE pReTtIeSt In ThE eNteRtAiNmEnT cIrClE..
ElVa Is So So So MuCh BeTtEr ThAn Tt HeR lO..
aNyWaY i DuN tInK sHe WiLl LiKe HiM aLsO..
sO sAvE uR bReAtH & sToP aSkInG pPl To InTrO hEr 2 u Or CrEaTe
ChAnCeS 2 lEt U gT nEaR hEr..
DuN mAkE a FoOl Of UrSeLf!
LuCkIlY lAo Da Is Nt ThE 1 wHu SaiD aLl TiS aRbO..............
hEeHee ~ ~ ~

2dAy Is...

2005-03-12T16:12:00.000-08:00

1 oF mY bEsTiE fReN wEi XiAn's 21sT bIrThDaY..
aFtErwArDs WiLl Be GoInG 2 hEr ChAlEt..
HoPe ShE wIlL lIkE tHe PrEsEnT..
bAo BeI.. hApPi 21sT bIrThdAy!

yEsTeRdAy WeNt 2 hElP mY sIs CleAn Up HeR nEw HsE aFtEr WoRk..
ThE hSe DaMn ChIo..
My sIs SaY is ReSoRt StYlE..
hEr StUdY rM & kItChEn De DoOr Is GlAsS dE..
tHe WhOlE pLaCe LoOk So cOnfOrTaBlE & cOsY..
tT wIlL bE mY 2nD hM.. hEehEe!
As HeR fUrNiTuRe Is CuMiNg 2dAy So We DiE dIe MuS fInIsH cLeAnInG..
tHe HsE sO bIg SiA..
wE wAsH uNtIl SiAo..
My CoUsInS 3+pM hELp HeR tIlL 3+aM..
i HeLp HeR fRm 8 tIlL 3+aM..
rEaLlI sHag Ar..
SlEpT @ 6aM tHeN wOkE uP @ 8+aM cOs My WhOlE bOdY dE mUsClE aChE..
pAiN tIlL i CaNt SLp..
PaIn TiLl I cRiEd..
I hAtE mUsClE aChE!

mUs Go & gT rEaDy ArBo I wIlL bE lAtE 4 xIaN dE bIrThdAy CeLeBrAtIoN..
bYeEe!

SpEcIaLlY 2...

2005-03-10T03:20:00.000-08:00

JeAn...
HaPpI 21sT bIrThDaY!

HaPpI..!

2005-03-06T00:57:00.000-08:00

wEnT 2 wU kE qUn KeNjI dE aUtO jUs Nw..
AlL tHe SoNgS hE sAnG iS aLl LiVe..
& hIs VoIcE rEaLlI nT bAd Lo..
FeW dAyS aGo I lIu YaN 4 hIm @ hIs JiAo YoU & hE rEpLiEd..
PrOmIsE hIm SoMeThInG & i DiD kIp My PrOmiSe..
QiAn HuI tElL hIm Tt I (xIaO hAn) ShUo DaO zUo DaO..
QiAn HuI sAy He PoInT @ mI & sMiLe..
Bt I dIdNt CaTcH hIm DoInG tT cOs My WhOlE mInD iS bLaNk..
I oNlI nOe He LoOk @ mI & sMiLe NiA..
tOlD hIm WaT i WaN 2 sAy..
ThEn He ShOcKeD mI bY cAlLiNg My ChInEsE nAmE..
hE sAy..
XiAo HaN, xIe XiE nI..
xIe XiE nI, xIaO hAn..
FuNnI sIa.. Is ThE sAmE tInG YeT hE sAy TwIcE..
i ReAlLi StUnT wHeN i HeArD hIm CaLl mY nAmE..
eVeN i So FaMiLiAr WiF tT mR pAi aLsO wOnT lIkE tT cAlL mY nAmE..
@ 1sT mY iMpReSsIoN 2wArDs HiM iS oK nIa Lo..
& mR pAo SaY mUs SuPpOrT hIm Ma..
Bt AfTeR sEeInG hIs LiVe CoNcErT @ aZiO + hIs ChArAcTeR aBiT lIkE
mR pAi & hE rEpLiEd My LiU yAn..
mY cOnCePt ChAnGe..
Im So XiAn ShI..
hAhA..
hE iS bEiNg PrOmOtEd 2 mY tOp 5 rAnK..
bT hE cAn Nv OvErTaKe Mr PaI..!

eRm...

2005-02-23T11:55:00.000-08:00

FeElInG mUcH bEtTeR tIs FeW dAyS lE..
tHoUgH mY cOuGh & fLu Is StIlL nT gOnE yEt..
Bt I rEaLlI dUn FiNd ThE nId Of SeEiNg Doc..
WaStE mY mOnEy NiA..
mOnDaY WeNt 2 iNtEr-CoN 4 aN 2nD iNtErViEw..
As 4 tHe OuTcOmE lEh MuS wAiT 4 fUrThEr NoTicE tHen WiLl NoE..
hAvE 2 wAiT 4 mUmMy 2 kNoCk OfF b4 wE pRoCeEd 2 rIvErViEw HoTel
& cElEbRaTe GrAnNy'S 80tH bDaY..
sO iN tHe MeAnTiMe WeNt 2 sHoP aRd In PaRcO..
fRm 3pM sHoP tIlL 6pM lO..
rEaLlI mIsCoUnT tHe No oF tImEs I'vE bEeN wAlKiNg Up & dWn Of ThE
sHoPpInG cEntRe SiA..
tHoUgH iT cAn Be QuItE lOnElY bY sHoPpInG aLoNe..
Bt SoMeTiMeS i ReAlLi EnJoY iT cOs Is ReAlLi ReLaXiNg..
ThEn Mi & mUmMy WeNt 2 cItYhAlL & mIt FiOnA, mY bRO & mAId..
AfTeR tT tOoK bUs DwN 2 rIvErViEw HoTeL..
bY tHe TiMe We ReAcH tHeRe..
MoSt Of ThEm ReAcH lIaO lE..
tOtAl 52 oF uS & wE 5 tAbLeS wE rEsErVe WeRe Jus NiCe..
ThE wHoLe ReStAuRaNt Is 3/4 oCcUpIeD bY uS & wE aLmOsT tUrN tHe
ReStAuRaNt UpSiDe DwN..
mY tAbLe ReAlLi kUa ZhAnG sIa..
ThE fOoD wE aTe Is TwIcE oR eVeN tRiPlE tImEs ThAn OtHeR 4 tAbLeS..
b4 cUtTiNg CaKe..
My CoUsInS, nIeCeS & nEpHeW & mI tOoK tUrNs & wIsH gRaNnY hApPi BiRtHdAy..
We DiD sOmEtHiNg We Nv Do In ThE pAsT..
eVeRy SiNgLe 1 oF uS gIf GrAnNy A kIsS..
aLaN & kEvIn AlSo KiSs WiLlInG WoR..
hAhA..
mI, fIoNa, AlAn, KeViN, kElLy, KeNnEtH, mY bRo, JeReMy & jUsTiN pAy
4 tHe 3kG hIltOn'S tIrAmIsU cAkE..
nT cHeAp SiA..
iS wOrTh La CoS vErY nIcE bT iT wOuLd BeTtEr If Is ChEeSeCaKe CoS hIlToN's
ChEeSeCaKe Is ThE bEsT..
aLl Of Us ReAlLi EnJoY oUrSeLf Tt NiTe..
GlAd Tt My FaMiLy Is So UnItE..
lUcKy 2 hAvE tHeM iN mY lIfE!

FiNaLlLy BaCk BlOgGiNg...

2005-02-18T00:19:00.000-08:00

WaSnT iN tHe MoOd Of BlOgGiNg 4 tHe paSt FeW dAyS..
sTiLl FeElInG vErY sIcK..
cOuGh, CoUgH & cOuGh..
If I cOnTiNuE cOuGhInG TiNk SoOnEr Or LaTeR i WiLl
CoUgH bLoOd Or My LuNgS oUt Ba..
BeEn SlPiNg & sLpInG 4 tHe PaSt FeW dAyS..
jUs DuN fEeL lIkE gOiNg OuT..
rEaLiSe My BoDy SyStEm Is GeTtInG WeAkEr & wEaKeR eAcH dAy..
HaIz..
Hw I wIsHeD sOmE1 iS tHeRe 2 tAkE cArE oF mI..
bT 4 nW iS qUiTe ImPoSsIbLe Ba..
HaIyA.. sInGlE lIfE iS sTiLl BeTtEr..

HaPpI VaLeNtInE's DaY...

2005-02-14T07:48:00.000-08:00

bT 2 mI...
Is ThE wOrSt DaY oF tHe YeAr Ba...
DiDnT gO wOrK 2dAy CoS mY sOrE tHrOaT iS gEtTiNg FrM
bAd 2 wOrSt Le..
No MaTtEr Hw MuCh PaIn Im SuFfErInG fRm SoRe ThRoAt..
Is NoThInG cOmPaRe 2 hW mUcH mY hEaRt AcHe!

真的只要你好就好..

2005-02-11T01:40:00.000-08:00

tHe SoNg Tt My BlOg Is PlaYiNg Is ExAcTlY hW i FeEl Nw..
HaIz..
It'S fAtEd Le!

SiCk 4 tHe PaSt 4 dAyS lE..
bT i DuN gIvE a DaMn @ AlL..
jUs KiP oN mUnChInG tHoSe JuNk FoOdS..
1 yR oNcE nIa So sTiLl AlRiTe La..
Bt AfTeR nEw Yr I mUs Go On DiEt Le..
CoS mOsT oF mY rElAtIvEs SaY i FaT lE bT mY fReNz AlL sAy
I sLiM dWn LiAo..
So WhU sHoUlD i BeLiEvE nEh?
Bt My ReLaTiVeS aLl SaY i GeTtInG pReTtIeR & pReTtIeR lE..
wHu NoEs ThEy SpEaKiNg ThE tRuTh AnOt..
SeRiOuSlY pPl WhU hAvE sEeN tHe PaSt Mi WiLl DeFiNiTeLy SaY
i BeCuM pReTtIeR lE..
cOs LaSt TiMe De Mi Is A nErD lO..
aSk Mi 4 mY eZ lInK iF u nV c My NeRdY lOoK b4..
eVeN sAy SaY iM tOtAlLy DiFf FrM tHe PaSt..
ShE sAy If ShE dUnNo Mi..
ShE wIlL TiNk Tt I gO dO pLaStIc SuRgErY..
nObOdY wIlL rEmAiN tHe SaMe 4eVa De La..
JuS tT tHe ChAnGeS iN mI iS aBiT 2 mUcH..
hAhA!

sTiLl AlOt Of PlAcEs I hAvEn Go BaI nIaN wAn..
CNY 15 dAyS aLsO nT eNoUgH 4 mI..
cOs My ReLaTiVeS rEaLlI aLoT..
hOpEfUlLy CaN fInIsH gOiNg 2 aLl ThEiR hSe Ba..
i VeRy TiReD lE..
mUs Go OrH oRh LiAo..
NiTeY!

1 mOrE dAy 2 CNY!

2005-02-08T04:14:00.000-08:00

wOw...
TiS yR dE CNY i DuN rEaLlI hAvE tImE 2 pRePaRe 4 iT..
lUcKy I sTiLl MaNaGeD 2 gEt My HaIr DoNe LaSt SaT..
$150 fOr CoLoUr + CuT..
eXpEcTeD 2 pAy TiS aMt Of $$$ lE..
cOnSiDeR vErY cHeAp Le CoS mY hAiR lEnGtH iS vErY lOnG..
sAtIsFiEd WiF mY nEw HaIr..
My MuM & 2nD aUnT aLsO sAy NiCe..

SiAn Lo..
NeW yR eVe StIlL hAvE 2 gO wOrK..
lUcKiLy I hAvE fInIsHeD aLl My StUfFs..
Oh Ya..
HaPpI bIrThDaY 2 qIaN hUi!
WaNnA gO oRh OrH lE..
nItEy!

YOU ARE SO FAKE!

2005-02-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

I SIMPLY LOOK DOWN ON YOU!
HW STUPID OF MI TO TRUST YOU & FORGIVE YOU 1 TIME AFTER ANOTHER!
U TINK I DUNNO U PASS BEN A CD?
IM NT THE ONLI WHU SAW TT LO!
BEN GAVE U ATTENTION?
HE GAVE EVERY1 ATTENTION ALSO!
BT PLS GO ASK ARD HW MUCH ATTENTION HE GAVE TO MI!
IS ONLI THE 1ST TIME U SAW THEM SO CAN U PLS TELL MI HW MUCH U LIKE
OR EVEN LOVE THEM?
WITHOUT MI U TINK U ABLE TO GET SO UPCLOSE TO THEM?
NOE WHY MI & DAWN CAN SHARE OUR FEELINGS TOWARDS BEN?
IS BECOS WE WONT DO TINGS BEHIND EACH OTHER BACK!
KUNDA LOOK AT U?
THEN HW KUNDA TREAT MI U GOT UR OWN EYES TO SEE LO!
IS ALWAYS PPL WHU NOTICE HW GD THEY TREAT MI & TELL MI DE!
PPL NOE HW MUCH I DID 4 THEM..
WAT ABT YOU?
MI BEING UR RELATIONSHIP/FEELING TERMINATOR?
EXCUSE MI...
THEY HAD NV BELONG TO YOU SO DUN SAY TILL IM THE 3RD PARTY!
BE IT KUNDA OR BEN...
EVEN THEY WAN TO TREAT SOME1 ELSE BETTER THAN MI..
DEFINITELY IT WILL NT BE YOU!
MI ACTING LIKE IM THE WAN CALLING THE SHOTS WHEN IM NT?
THEN U'R FIT TO CALL THE SHOTS IZZIT?
& Y R U LISTENING TO MI?
STOP GIVING MI ALL THOSE CRAPS SAYING IM MORE IMPORTANT THAN THEM
& HW HAVE I CHANGE UR LIFE!
ASK URSELF U REALLI MEAN IT ANOT?
U'R NT FIT TO SAY OR HATE ROXANNE COS U'R 100 TIMES WORST THAN HER!
U'R THE MOST LOUSY PERSON TT I HAVE MET IN THE PAST 18 YEARS!
I HAD SAID B4 TT DUN PROVOKE MI OR ELSE U WILL BE GONE!
WATEVA I SAY IS U WHU FORCE MI 2!
GO DO WATTEVA U WAN & IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS!
OUR FRIENDSHIP IS OVER & DUN APPEAR IN FRONT OF MI AGAIN!

SoB sOb...

2005-01-31T23:54:00.000-08:00

BeN wEnT bAcK lE..
iM fEeLiNg So EmPtY nW..
bEeN tInKiNg OvEr TiS fEw DaYs aBt BeN & kUnDa MaTtEr..
FiNalLy ReAlIsE bEn Is AcTuAlLi MuCh MuCh MoRe ImPoRtAnT
tHaN kUnDa..
Mi MySeLf AlSo VeRy ShOcKeD bY tHe OuTcOmE..
fReNz WhU nOe Mi WeLl sHoUlD nOe WaT kInD oF pErSoN iM sO
bEtTeR mInD uR wOrDs WhEn BeN iS cOnCeRn..
ThE oNlI eXcEpTiOn Is DaWn..
OtHeR tHaN tT dUn BlAmE mI 4 bEiNg NaStY iF u Gt OnTo My NeRvEs!
Bt AnYwAy WiF mI & dAwN aRd..
OtHeR fAnS wIlL hAvE 2 sTaNd AsIdE bA..
hAhA...

TiS fEw DaYs ReAlLi EnJoYeD mYsElF eXcEpT 4 tHe 2nD dAy
& 2dAy He MaDe Mi AnGrY..
hE iS lUcKy EnOuGh 2 hAvE xInWeI, qIaNhUi & xIaO wU 2 sPeAk
4 hIm & hE nOe Hw 2 mAkE uP 2 mI..
iF nT hE iS rEaLlI gOiNg 2 gT iT fRm Mi..
& aLeX WaS eXtReMeLy Gd 2 xInWeI..
dAnNy & aLeX sEeMs 2 rEm Mi & iM rEaLlI sHoCkEd CoS 4 tHe PaSt
3 yR i DiDnT tOk ThEm De..
UnTiL tIs TrIp ThEn I sTaRtEd tOkInG 2 bOtH oF tHeM & dAnNy Is
VeRy So sWeEt & cArInG..
As 4 dEtAiLs Is 2 lOnG 2 bE tYpE oUt..
WaN 2 nOe CaN aSk Mi PeRsOnAlLy..
HaHa..

BeN, tHaNkS 4 eVeRyThInG & uR sPeCiAl AtTeNtIoN 4 tHe PaSt
FeW dAyS..
i ShAlL cYa SoOn In Sg & pLs TaKe CaRe Of UrSeLf eSpEcIaLlY
uR eYeS & lEgS..
iM mIsSiNg U bAdLy..!

My gOd..!

2005-01-26T04:03:00.000-08:00

FiNaLlY sAw BeN 2dAy AfTeR 3 mThS oF wAiTiNg..
HiS aCtIoNs ReAlLi MaDe My PrEsEncE wOrThWhIlE..
mI & xW wAs StAnDiNg BeHiNd ThE rAiLiNg..
BeN sAw Mi ThEn He SmIlE & wAvE @ mI..
hE aUtO wAlK 2wArDs Mi & tAkE tHe PrEsEnT wHeN i DiDnT
eVeN cAlL oUt HiS nAmE..
bT tIs TiMe Rd He DiDnT aSk Mi WaT iZzIt CoS i DiDnT wRaP
tHe pReSeNt So ObViOuSlY hE cAn C wAt IzZiT..
aLoT oF fAnS iS cRoWdInG aRd HiM & i DuN gO sQuEeZe WiF aLl
Of ThEm So I jUs WaLk BeHiNd HiM..
hE sUdDeNlY tUrN bAcK & lOoK @ mI..
tHeN xW sEiZe ThE cHaNcE & aSk WheThEr He ReM mI aNoT?
hE sMiLe & nOd HiS hEaD..
dAmN mAlU lO.. mY wHoLe FaCe TuRn ReD..
sO i KiP a DiStAnCe FrM hIm..
AbT 2 rEaCh ThE eNtRaNcE..
hE tUrN bAcK aGaIn & sEeMs LiKe He WaS lOoKiNg 4 sOmEtInG
oR sOmE1..
gT 2 fAnS tOkInG 2 hIm Bt He SiMpLy Bo ChUp ThEm Lo..
FiNaLlY hE sToP & lOoK @ sOmE1 & iT wAs MI..
i ReAlLi DuNnO hW 2 rEaCt So I sMiLe @ HiM aGaIn..
& tHe WaY hE sMiLe BaCk WaS sO SWEET..
cOuLdNt C bEn ClEaRlY wHeN hE wAs InSiDe ThE cAr CoS hE wAs
BlOcKeD bY aLeX..
dIdNt BoThEr 2 lOoK @ hIm ThEn So I cOnTiNuE mY cOnVeRsAtIoN
wIf Xw..
OuT oF a SuDdEn Xw BeAt My HaNd 4 nThInG..
i AsK hEr Y tHeN sHe SaY bEn TiLt HiS hEaD oUt & sAy ByEbYe 2
mI yEt I dIdNt SaW lOoK @ hIm..
LuCkIlY wHeN i LoOk @ hIm AgAiN hE hAvEn TuRn AwAy So sTiLl
MaNaGeD 2 sAy ByE..
2 bAd HaVe 2 gO 2 wOrK sO cAnNoT gO tHeIr ReCoRdInG @ bEdOk
CeNtRe..
Bt Is AlRiTe SiNcE i WiLl Be SeEiNg HiM 2mL..

sHaLl CoNtInUe 2mL bA...
nItEy!

kUnDa... BeN.. iM sO sOrRy!

2005-01-26T01:00:00.001-08:00

OmG..
bEn Is CuMiNg LaTeR lE bT mY mInD iS fUlL oF xIe KuNdA..
@ tIs PoInT oF tImE mY mInD sHoUlD bE bEn Bt I jUs CaNt
Gt KuNdA oUt Of My MiNd La..
In ThE pAsT i WoNt FeEl GuIlTy 2wArDs KuNdA cOs I dUn TiNk
He DeSeRvE iT..
bT aFtEr So MaNy InCiDeNtS tT i ExPeRiEnCe MySeLf & wAt mY fReNz
ToLd Mi..
Im FeElInG vErY vErY gUiLtY 2wArDs ThE 2 oF tHeM..
hAiZ..
wAt I cAn Do?

CoMpLeTeD tHe CaP 4 bEn Le..
JuS dUnNo WaT sHoUlD i SaY 2 hIm WhEn I pAsS hIm ThE pReSeNt..
ErM.. hE wOuLd SuReLy AsK mI wAt IzZiT b4 i CaN sAy AnYtInG..
hAhA..
sHaLl UpDaTe MoRe 2mL bA..
sAyOnArA ~

LaLaLa ~ ~ ~

2005-01-25T02:22:00.000-08:00

iM jUs 2 tIrEd 2 wOrK & I wAs HaLf AsLp InSiDe My OfFicE..
nObOdY rEaLiSe Tt CoS i CaN sTiLl Do My WoRk As UsUal Bt I nOe
My MiNd Is ToTaLlY sHuT oFf & mY eYeS iS aLsO hAlF cLoSe..
ReAlLi PeIfU mYsElF..
WeNt 2 sEnD kUnDa OfF yEsTeRdAy MoRnInG..
& i DiDnT gT 2 sLp @ AlL sInCe SuN mOrNiNg..
AfTeR i NoE kUnDa Is GoInG bAcK iN tHe MoRnInG @ 11+ pM..
i DeCiDeD nT 2 sLp Lo SiNcE i HaVe 2 gEt Up VeRy EaRlY tHe
NxT dAy & iF i SlP aLsO lIkE bU sAn Bu Si..
So I wAtCh Tv, SuRf NeT & wRiTe HiS lEtTeR tHrOuGhOuT tHe
NiTe..
AbT 4+ mY bRo In LaW & sIs WoKe Up CoS mY sIs Is HaViNg
StOmAcH aChE..
i WaS tInKiNg SiAo Le Lo.. ThEy BeTtEr fAsTeR gO kUn Lo If
Nt Hw M i GoInG 2 gEt OuT oF tHe HsE?
bT oNlI mY bRO In LaW wEnT bAcK 2 sLp & mY sIs WaN 2 uSe ThE
cOm..
I wAiT tIlL 5.15 sHe StIlL dUn WaN sLp ThEn I jUs HaCk CaRe &
Go Gt MySeLf PrEpArEd..
TiNk ShE nOe Tt Im GoInG 2 c EnErGy CoS sHe SaW mI wRiTiNg
LeTtEr & i WiLl OnLi Go OuT sO eArLy If Eg Is In Sg..
ShE jUs SiMpLy NoE mI 2 wElL bT sHe JuS kIp QuIeT...
nV eVeN aSk WhErE iM gOiNg So FrEaKiNg EaRlY..
lUcKiLy ShE dIdNt SaBo Mi By TeLlInG mY dAd..
JuS nW mY dAd AsK mI wHeRe DiD i Go So EaRlY tHeN i KiP
aVoIdInG hIs QuEsTiOn..
He AsKeD mI 4 3 - 4 tImEs & ThE aNs I gAvE hIm WaS hUh?
I aCt BlUr ThEn I qUicKlY tOk To mY mUm 2 sToP hIm Frm AsKiNg..

QiAnHuI cAmE mY hSe 1sT & i GeT oUt Of My HsE aRd 6.10..
rEaCh AiRpOrT aBt 6.45 & i ToLd QiAnHuI sHoUlD bE t1 lE..
& i ToLd QiAnHuI i DuN tInK hE wIlL bE cHeCkInG iN tHrU bUsInEsS
cLaSs cOs He Is AlOnE..
& mY gUeSs WaS rItE..
hE wAs QuItE eArLy TiS tImE rD..
mAnAgEd 2 gT mY nAn DiNg OsT sIgNeD..
& i PuT mY cD & qIaNhUi WaN iNsIdE a Cd RaMa PlAsTiC bAg..
AfTeR sIgNiNg AlL tHe OsT hE pUt ThE mArKeR iNsIdE oUr PlAsTiC
bAg..
ThE mArKeR oWnEr MuS bE wOnDeRiNg WhErE hAs HeR mArKeR gOnE..
& iS wIf Mi Nw.. HaHa..
PaSsEd HiM mY lEtTeR oNcE hE gT dWn ThE cAr & i WaS wAlKiNg BeHiNd
HiM aFtEr Tt CoS i Gt NoThInG 2 sAy 2 hIm..
QiAnHuI aSkEd Mi Y u HeRe SiA..
sHe dRaG mI tIlL iM bEsIdE hIm..
I jUs SaY u MuS tAkE cArE aR & hE lOoK @ mI qUiTe LoNg & sAy HaO..
mAyB hE jUs WoKe Up So HiS vOiCe WaS sO dIfF fRm ThE uSuAl VoIcE..
i SlOw DwN mY pAcE & qIaNhUi ToLd Mi Tt WhEn I wAs ToKiNg 2 hEr..
KuNdA aCtUaLlI tUrN bAcK & lOoK @ mI..
sHe WaN 2 dOuBlE cOnFiRm WhEtHeR hE iS lOoKiNg @ Mi Ma & hE tUrN
tHe 2nD tImE & sHe SaY sHe Is VeRy CoNfIrMeD tT tHe 1 hE lOoKiNg
@ iS mI..
ThE eXpReSsIoN hE gAvE mI ReMiNd Mi Of WaT mY iNdOnEsIa FrEn ToLd
Mi..
AfTeR tT WeNt 2 vIeWiNg MaLl & sLaCk TiLl 11+ aM tHeN wEnT dWn 2
wAiT 4 tHe OtHeR 3..
lUcKiLy ThEy ArRiVeD b4 12.30 aRbO i WoNt Be AbLE 2 sEnD tHeM oFf..
SuDdEnLy ThE aIrPoRt Is VeRy CrOwDeD..
hElP mY fReN pAsS mSg 2 sHuWeI & hElP cHeRi AsK aH dI 2 tAkE cArE..
mIlK's SiDe ReAlLi 2 mAnY fAnS lE sO i GiVe uP..
bT wHeN tHeY r InSiDe ThE bUsInEsS lOuNgE..
wAvE @ mIlK & sHuWeI & tHeY wAvE bAcK 2 mI..
tHeY wErE vErY sWeEt EsPeCiAlLy MiLk CoS @ 1sT hE dIdNt C mI dE..
tHeN hE rEaLiSe I wAs WaViNg @ hIm & hE rEaCt VeRy FaSt & wAvE bACk..
DuN wAn 2 sQuEeZe WiF oThEr FaNs So RuSh OfF 2 wOrK..

mY iNdOnEsIa FrEn JuS tOlD mI sOmEtHiNg Tt I rEaLlI dIdNt ExPeCt It
2 hApPeNeD..
iM sO sHoCkEd By WaT kUnDa Do & sAy..
If I gT 2 c ThE vIdEo ClIp tInK iM wIlL sUrElY gO cRaZy De..
2 hApPi TiLl I dUnNo WaT 2 sAy Le..
My FrEn AlSo BoUgHt Mi A Eg Cd Tt WaS uSeD 2 rAiSe MoNeY @ MeDaN dE..
sHe Gt ThEiR sIgNaTuReS 4 mI..
sO tHoUgHtFUl Of HeR..
kUnDa RuLeZ..!

sO sAd..

2005-01-24T01:20:00.000-08:00

DaDa DiDnT c Mi @ AlL..
iNsTeAd MiLk WaS jUs RiTe BeSiDe Mi..
So SuRpRIsE tT t2 iS wItHoUt BaRrIcAdE tIs TiMe..
ThE wHoLe T2 aRrIvAl HaLl Is FiLlEd WiF Eg FaNs..
DaMn BlOoDy CrOwDeD sIa..
Mi & mY gAnG oF fReNz WeRe StAnDiNg JuS rItE bEsIdE
tHeIr VaN..
tHeY wAlK 2 tHe WrOnG eXiT & hAvE 2 wAlK 1 bIg RoUnD..
sHuWeI wAs ThE 1sT wAn & i QuIcKlY rEmInD qIaNhUi 2
pAsS hEr ThE pReSeNt & lEtTeR..
tHeN fOlLoW bY aH dI bT 2 bAd I cAnT fInD cHeRiSsA..
mIlK wAs ThE nXt & hE wAs JuS rItE bEsIdE mI..
i HaVe ThE iNtEnTiOn Of AsKiNg HiM 2 pAsS tHe LeTtEr 2
kUnDa..
I cAlLeD nIu NaI tHeN hE tUrN & sAy HuH..
i WaS aBt 2 pAsS hIm ThE lEtTeR tHeN i ChAnGe My MinD
cOs It SeEm 2 bE VeRy BaD wHeN i Gt NoThInG 4 hIm YeT
sTiLl WaN hIs HeLp..
KuNdA wAs ThE lAsT & eVeRy1 wAs PuShInG aRd LiKe FuCk..
WeIpInG wAs BeInG pUsH uNtIl ShE fAlLs On ThE fLoOr..
ShE wAs StUcK rItE iN bEtWeEn Lo..
ThEn I qUiCkLy PuLl HeR bAcKwArD tIlL iM sUrE sHe Is SaFe
In FrOnT oF mI oThErWiSe I rEaLlI cAnNoT iMaGiNe WaT iS
gOiNg 2 hApPeN 2 hEr..
DuNnO wHiCh IdIoT sTeP oN mY fEeT.. nAbEi!
I cOuLdNt RaIsE mY bOaRd Up CoS i HaVe 2 hOlD oN 2 wEiPiNg..
& i NoE i WoNt Be AbLe 2 pAsS kUnDa ThE lEtTeR iN sUcH
sItUaTiOn De Lo..
So I jUs ThRoW mY lEtTeR iNtO tHe VaN.. @ 1sT sTiLl Gt A
cHaNcE oF hIm ReAdInG iT..
mIlK sAw Mi ThRoW tHe LeTtEr In & iT jUs LaNdEd RiTe In FrOnT
oF hIm Lo..
WoNdEr If He WiLl PaSs ThE lEtTeR 2 kUnDa & tElL hIm SoMeThInG
nT mEaNt 2 bE tOlD?
sTiLl DuNnO wAnNa Go SeNd ThEm OfF mA..
sHoUlD i?

aCtUaLlI i WaS vErY uPsEt Tt KuNdA nV c Mi WiF mY bOaRd..
Bt I cAnT cRy It OuT cOs WeIpInG iS aLrEaDy CrYiNg..
Bt If I cRy SoMeMoRe I wIlL oNlI sCaRe XiNwEi ThEy AlL &
wHu Is GoInG 2 cOnSoLe WeIpInG?
sO KiP mY mOuTh ShUt & aCt LiKe NoThInG hApPeNeD..
uNtIl My InDoNeSiA fReN mSg Mi & tElL mI sOmEtInG tT rEaLlI
bRiGhTeN uP mY dAy De..
ReAlLi MeI yOu BaI dUi KuNdA hAo..
ThOsE wHu WaNnA nOe De CaN aSk Mi PeRsOnAlLy..
WeNt ShOpPiNg AfTeR tT..
i BoUgHt A dReSs, A nEcKlAnCe, A wInNiE tHe PoOh Hp ChAin
4 mY sIs & a CaP 4 bEn..
I sAw ZhEnG jIa YiNg( a Hk AcToR ) @ HmV wIf BeN yEo..
He DaMn ShUaI lO..
tHoSe TyPe Of SuNsHiNe BoY tT i WiLl LiKe De..
wAnNa TaKe PiC wIf HiM bT i DuN dArE 2 aPpRoAcH hIm..
QiAn HuI, xInWeI & mI wErE vErY nOiSy..
QiAn HuI sAy He WaS lOoKiNg @ mI wHiLe I wAs ToKiNg 2 xInWei..
I aSk QiAn HuI wAt Is HiS rEaCtIoN..
sHe ToLd Mi He WaS sMiLiNg..
I rEalLi WoNdEr He Is SmIlInG oR lAuGhInG @ mI aR..
hOpEfUlLy I cAn Gt 2 c HiM aGaIn Ba..
BeSt Is Tt I cAn C lIn FeNg( hK aCtOr )AlSo..

WaNnA gO sLp Le Lo..
NiTeY!

tImE iS rUnNiNg OuT..

2005-01-22T01:22:00.000-08:00

hElP aR..
wEnT sHoPpInG wIf My SiS & cOuSiN 2dAy..
We OnLi ShOp @ TaKa & wIsMa NiA cOs EvErYwHeRe WaS
sO cRoWdEd..
ReAlLi Is PpL mOuNtAiN pPl SeA..
oNlI bOuGhT a DrEsS fRm IsEtAn De SuGaRlInK..
eRm.. 1sT tImE bUy So LaDy De DrEsS..
tHe DeSiGn AbIt ReTrO & i ReAlLi LiKe It CoS i LoOk
SlIm WiF tT dReSs..
& i TiNk TiS yR mY tHeMe WiLl Be ReTrO bA bT sTiLl Nt
CoNfIrM yEt..
OmG...
i StIlL gT lOtS oF tInGs HaVeN bUy & dO..
i HaVe 2 gT mY hAiR dOnE b4 cNy Bt I rEaLlI gT nO tImE
2 dO sO..
wA pIaNgZ.. y EvErYtHiNg MuS sQuEeZe @ ThE eNd Of MtH sIa?
I dEsPeRaTeLy NiD hElP... sOb SoB!

EnErGy TrAnSiT tHeIr FliGhT iN sG?

2005-01-20T02:50:00.000-08:00

iN fAcT i KnEw It B4 tHoSe uNrEaSoNaBlE fAnS NoE..
iS jUs Tt I dIdNt SaY nIa..
PpL mUs Be WoNdErInG hW i NoE n If I nOe Y i Nv
Go FeTcH tHeM lEh?
Is 1 oF mY iNdOnEsIa FrEn WhU tOlD mI & sHe ToLd
Mi LoNg AgO b4 cOnNiE rElEaSe ThEiR sCheDuLe OuT..
i DiDnT gO bEcOs I hAvE 2 wOrK & Im Nt StUpId UnTiL
2 wAsTe My 1 dAy PaY jUs 2 c ThEm 4 fEw MiNs..
& i TiNk ThEy DiDnT rElEaSe OuT aS tHeY wAn 2 hAvE
sOmE pRiVaCy..
Bt Tt DoEsNt MeAn Tt ThE lEvEl I lIkE tHeM wIlL lOsE
2 oThEr FaNs..
DuNnO y ThOsE uNrEasOnAbLe FaNs mUs MaKe A fUsS oUt Of It..
Is JuS a TrAnSiT nIa Bt Y cAnT tHeY lEt ThEm HaVe sOmE
pEaCe LeH..
n StIlL wAn 2 bLaMe CoNnIe & lOoJeAn..
I rEaLlI dUn UnDeRsTaNd WaT gD wIlL tHeY gT bY aNtI-iNg
LoOjEaN & hEr GaNg Of FrEnZ..
mI & xInWeI cAn CoNsIdEr As EnErGy 1sT bAtCh Of FaNs AlSo..
ReAlLi FiNd ThEiR fAnS nW gEtTiNg MoRe & mOrE xIu DoU lE..
iN tHe PaSt AlSo Gt PpL dEtEsT lOoJeAn InClUdInG uS..
bT 1sT bAtCh De FaNs AlSo WoNt CrEaTe So MuCh TrOuBlEs..
iF u Gt 2 nOe HeR..
sHe Is AcTuAlLi Nt Tt BaD aS wAt We TiNk..
As TiMeS gOeS bY & gEtTiNg OlDeR..
wE r LaUgHiNg @ tHoSe SiLlY fAnS..
nO mAtTeR wAt ThEy SaY tHeY jUs CaNt ChAnGe ThE fAcT tT EnErGy
ReM hEr & EnErGy DuN rEm ThEm..
ShE iS jUs GeTtInG wAt ShE dEsErVe AfTeR aLl ThE hArD wOrK sHe
PuT iN..
mI & xW aLsO nV kPkB sO i DuNnO tHeY kP 4 wAt SiA..
hAiYa.. I DuN bE lIkE tHeM cAn Le..
HoPeFuLlY mY fReN gT pAsS mY tInGs & mSg 2 hIm.. *PrAy HaRd*

My EyEs SuDdEnLy VeRy PaIn..
MaYb I wEaR cOntaCt LeNs 4 2 lOnG lE..
bEtTeR gO tAkE oUt Nw & oRh OrH lIaO..
nItEy!

mY bRoThEr...

2005-01-17T01:22:00.000-08:00

Is ReAlLi A vErY nIcE mOvIe..
WaTcHeD iT lAsT sAt..
SaW mY cOuSiN & hEr FrEnZ wHiLe HeLpInG oUt @ fAr EaSt..
ThEy AsK mI wHeThEr WaNnA gO wAtCh MiDnItE & SiNcE Gt
NoThInG oN @ nItE sO aGrEeD lO..
@ 1sT i ToT oNlI mI, mY cOuSiN, kArEn & hEr Bf, LyNn,
MaNdY wAtChInG nIa..
In ThE eNd KeNnY, mInGlI, jErEmY, sTeVeN & a GuY cAlL
gUoWeI cAmE aLoNg 2..
uNeXpEcTeD wE sAw My SiS & bRo-In-LaW iNsIdE tHe CiNeMa..
& tHeY r JuS sItTiNg RiTe InFrOnT oF mI & mY cOuSiN..
tOtAl 13 oF uS wAtChInG..
1sT tImE gO wAtCh MoViE wIf SuCh A bIg GrP..
cRy ThRoUgHoUt ThE mOvIe..
$8.50 iS wOrThWhIlE..
dUn WaTcH wIlL rEgReT dE..

sAt & sUn WeNt BaCk FaR eAsT & hElP..
tHe FeElInG iS sO fUnNi..
AlL tHoSe TiNgS & pPl uSe To Be So FaMiLaR bT dUnNo Y
i FeEl So AwKwArD lEh..
ErM.. mAyB nT uSeD 2 iT lE bA..
dEnIsE & sHaRoN* iS wOrKiNg 2dAy AlSo..
bT sHaRoN* iS @ Ps OuTlEt..
DeNiSe SuDdEnLy SaY tT i LoOk LiKe BeLiNdA tHeN sHe AsK mI
wHeThEr Gt PpL tOlD mI b4 mA..
sErIoUsLy ShE iS nT tHe 1sT wAn Le..
MiNgLi Is ThE 1sT wHu SaY tT tHeN lInDa & wEiXiAn( gAl )..
Bt I tInK dEnIsE lOoK mOrE lIkE bElInDa ThAn Mi..
PD sAy i LoOk LiKe ShArOn Au Bt I dUnNo WhIcH pArT oF mI
lOoK lIkE lEh..
DuN tInK i ReAlLi LoOk LiKe ThEm La..
Is JuS tT i Gt A cOmMoN fAcE tT lOoK lIkE eVeRy1 bA..
hAiZ..

nAn DiNg Ge Er.. YeAh ~ YeAh ~

2005-01-14T01:20:00.000-08:00

FiNaLly BoUgHt ThE vCd( My BaObEi ) Le..
Nt GoInG 2 lEnD iT 2 aNy1 bT pPl R wElCuM 2 wAtCh
It @ My HsE..
FrM tHe DaY i NoE tHe VcD iS oUt..
BeEn CoNsIdErInG bUy Nw Or BuY lAtEr..
My Mi JiA lE sTiLl HaVeN wAtCh @ AlL lO..
aNyWaY iM nT tEmPtEd By Mi JiA lE @ AlL..
TrYiNg Nt 2 rEmInD mYsElF sO tT cAn BuY iT aFtEr
NeW yR..
bT qIaN hUi MsG mI sAy SoMeWhErE eLsE iS sElLiNg
ChEaPeR tHaN pOh KiM..
sO aSk HeR 2 bUy 4 mI lO..
sTiLl WoNdErInG sHoUlD i BuY tHe SoUnDtRaCk Nw Or
LaTeR?
aBiT nT wOrTh Lo..
HaIz..
Bt In ThE eNd StIlL hAvE 2 bUy De Lo..
JuS sAw KD & yUmMy On EnEwS..
rEaLlI cAnT sTaNd ThE xIaO lInG wAnG zI wHiLe Im
StIlL oKaY wIf ThE oThEr 3..
wAt StUpId NaMe ShE hAVe SiA..
If ShE iS pRiNcE tHeN iM xIaO hAn PrInCeSs Le aR..
i ToTaLlY aGrEe WaT lOo JeAn SaY lO..
nT bEcOs We'R jEaLoUs..
Bt tHe WaY sHe ToK iS sO fAkE..
cAnNoT sTaNd HeR..
My InDoNeSiA fReN kIp AsKiNg Mi 2 gO mEdAn WiF hEr
& c ThEm..
1sTlY nT iN tHe MoOd..
2nDlY aFtEr ThE tSuNaMi My PaReNtS sUrElY wOnT aLlOw..
3rDlY mUs SaVe My LeAvEs 4 tHeM & b.A.d TrIp 2 sG..
bT lUcKiLy My FrEn Is Gd EnOuGh 2 hElP mI pAsS lEtTeRs
2 tHeM..
HoPeFuLly He WiLl ReCeIvE tHe LeTtEr & rEaD iT..

i WaNnA gO wAtCh My VcD lE...
bYeEeZ!

iM bAcK...

2005-01-11T21:45:00.000-08:00

iT hAs BeEn QuItE sOmE tImE sInCe My LaSt EnTrY..
ReCeNtLy Nt In ThE mOoD 2 bLoG lEh..
lAsT sUn Mi & xInWeI wEnT 2 aIrPoRt 2 fEtCh ZcHeN..
sO qIaO riChIe ReN iS tAkInG tHe SaMe FlIgHt As ZcHeN
sO mIt QiAn HuI & mInYi Go 2gEtHeR sInCe ThEy GoInG 2
fEtCh XiAo Qi AlSo..
FuNnIlY bOtH fC dE cHaIrMaN & vIcE-cHaIrMaN r Gd FrEnz..
QiAn HuI iS tHe ChAiRmAn & mInYi Is ThE vIcE-cHaIrMaN oF
xIaO qI jIaZu..
XiNwEi Is ThE cHaIrMaN & iM tHe VicE-cHaIrMaN oF z CeNtUrY..
hAhA..
aFtEr FeTcHiNg ThEm..
WeNt 2 xIaO qI aUtOgRaPh SeSsIoN 2 gIvE mInYi & qIaN hUi
MoRal SuPpOrT..
xIaO qI iS sO mUcH bEtTeR lOoKiNg ThAn WaT wE c On ThE tV..
hE cAn ReAlLi SiNg LiVe..
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wEnT uP 2 sTaGe & iS tHe 1sT tImE i FeEl So LoSt SiA..
i Gt NoThInG 2 tOk 2 sAy 2 hIm..
JuS gOn GoN sMiLe @ hIm..
@ Tt PoInT oF tImE hW i WiShEd He Is AnDy LaU..
bT i NoE hE wIlL nV bE..
nVm La.. My MaIn MoTiVe Is ThErE 2 sUpPoRt MiNyI & qIaN HuI mA..

gOtTa StOp Le.. WaNnA gO dO mY sTuFfS lE..
bYeEe!

"愛心無國界 " 義演

2005-01-07T23:51:00.000-08:00

wAs ReAlLi VeRy VeRy ToUcHiNg..
AlL oF tHeM r So UnItEd ThOuGh ThEy MiGhT nT eVeN
nOe eAcH oThEr..
iS bEcOs AlL tHe ArTiStS gT tHe SaMe GoAl 2 aChIeVe..
& tT iS rAiSe As MuCh MoNeY aS pOsSiBlE 2 hElP
tHoSe pPl WhU sUfFeR iN tSuNaMi..
ThE sCeNe Tt AlL tHe ArTiStS gAtHeReD & sInG tHe
ChInEsE & cAnToNeSe VeRsIoN oF "wE aRe ThE wOrLd" ReAlLi
WaRm My HeArT dEePlY..
& oF cOs BeInG a CrYbAbY..
mY tEaRs R lIkE wAtEr tAp Bt MiNe Gt No StOpPeR dE..
sO tHe TeArS jUs KiP oN fLoWiNg DwN tIlL iM tIrEd & fAlL
aSlP aRbO i AlSo DuNnO wHeN wIlL i StOp CrYiNg..
I bElIeVe MoSt Of Us DiD oUr PaRt 2 bY dOnAtInG a SmAlL
lItTlE sUm Of $$$ oUt..
eVeN mY mOsT sTiNgY cOuSiN( kEnNeTh ) aLsO dOnAtEd
$15..
sO tHoSe WhU hAvEn DoNaTe FaStEr DoNaTe HoR..
u DuN hAvE 2 dOnAtE hUnDrEdS oR tHoUsAnDs DoLlAr..
JuS $10 wIlL dO..
& u CaN hElP tHoSe AlIvE & dEcEaSeD vIcTiMs..
人間是充滿溫情的..
我相信每個人心中都有愛..
就懇請大家拿出你們的愛心來幫助受困者吧..!

sHoPpInG ~ ~ ~

2005-01-05T23:17:00.000-08:00

wEnT sHoPpInG wIf My CoUsIn AfTeR oUr WoRk..
BoUgHt A rEvLoN lIpGlOsS, 2 tOpS fRm SaMuEl & KeViN,
1 tOp FrM eBaSe..
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sTiLl Gt AlOt Of StUfFs 2 bUy Bt My CoUsIn KiP sAyInG
sHe VeRy TiReD lE sO bO bIaN gO hM lO..
i ShAlL fInD 1 dAy & fInIsH bUyInG aLl My StUfFs + nEw
Yr ClOtHeS.. hOpEfUlLy I gT ThE tImE..

wAnNa Go WaTcH tV lE.. 2dAy CaMe Hm LaTe So MiSs AlOt Of
ShOw..
MuS wAiT 4 rEpEaT lIaO..
nItEy!

wA bIaNg Eh!

2005-01-04T00:22:00.000-08:00

Tt STEVEN LIM rEaLlI CMI lO!!!
cAn AnY1 pLs TaKe AcTiOnS & sEnD hIm 2 hOuGaNg ChALeT?
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i TiNk He Is Qi SiAo Ar..
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hInT hIm MeH..
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StRiP..
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I dUn TiNk ThErE iS aNyThInG fUnNi AbT hIm Lo..
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jUs SaW hIm ThE dAy B4 i WeNt 2 oRcHaRd WiF bInG & xW..
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eYeBrOwS mA..
& hE bEtTeR dUn ApPrOaCh Mi In FuTuRe 2 aRbO hE wIlL bE
dEaTh!
My SiS, cOuSiN & mI wAs KP-iNg AlL tHe WaY iN fRoNt Of
ThE tV..
iN tHe 1sT pLaCe Y dId MeDiAcOrP lEt TiS tYpE oF pErSoN
2 aPpEaR oN tV..
iNvItE hIm SoMeMoRe..
Im VeRy VeRy SuRe Tt 1 oUt Of 10 sInGaPoReAn WiLl Go
CoMpLaIn WaN..
i UsEd 2 hAtE WILLIAM HUNG AlOt Bt Nw I tInK hE iS sO
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Im GoInG 2 wAtCh ThE nXt EpIsOdE & c WaT sHoCkInG mOvE
hE iS gOiNg 2 dO nXt..!

2005?

2005-01-03T01:28:00.000-08:00

3rD dAy Of 2005 lIaO bT iM sTiLl StUcK iN 2004 mOdE..
wOrSt TiNg Is 1 mOrE mTh WiLl Be ChInEsE nEw Yr Le &
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wEnT 2 tOwN wIf XiNwEi & bInGbInG..
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PrOm KiNg..
WaItEd 4 hIm & wEnT hM 2gEtHeR..
& wIf HiS gEnTlEmAn ChArAcTeR hE iNsIsT 2 sEnD mI bAcK wHeN
i InSiSt HiM 2 gO bAcK rEsT aFtEr A dAy Of TiRiNg WoRk..
YeT hE sAy nVm La & hE lOnG tImE nV cHaT wIf Mi Le Ma..
ReAlLi Nv BaI tEnG hIm..

HaO lE.. gOnNa StOp HeRe & wAtCh Ai QiNg Mo JiE lIaO cOs Gt
My dArDaR bEn.. HeEhEe!
niTeY..!

HaPpI nEw Yr..!

2005-01-01T06:03:00.000-08:00

WoW.. 2005 lIaO lE..
5 mOrE mThS sHaRoN/xIaO hAn aKa MiSsY sOtOnG/rYoZo WiLl
Be TuRnInG 18 lE..
tImE jUs PaSsEs So FaSt..
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& hAiR..
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cHaNgEd PeRsOn WhErEbY aLoT oF mY fReNz DuN rEcOgNiSe Mi
InClUdInG hIm Ba..
MaYb I mIgHt Be MuCh MoRe BeTtEr ThAn B4 bT i StIlL lIkE tHe
DaYs DuRiNg SeC 1 tHaN nW..
tHe InNoCeNt Mi JuS nOe MuS gO sCh C tHe GuY i LiKe & i WiLl
bE vErY sAtIsFiEd Le..
ErM.. cUmInG 6 yRs Le YeT i StIlL cAnT lEt It Go..
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iS tOtAlLy UsElEsS..
i ReAlLi DuNnO y I mUs HaNg On WhEn I nOe Is ImPoSsIbLe BeTwEeN
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4gIvE & 4gEt Is AlwAyS 2gEtHeR dE rItE bT dUnNo Y i CaN 4gIvE bT
nT 4gEt De..
I wIlL tRy My VeRy BeSt 2 4gEt FrM 2005 oNwArDs..
NiD sOmEtImE 2 aDaPt..
HoPeFuLlY 2005 wIlL bE a BeTtEr Yr 4 Mi!

bY rItE yEsTeRdAy I sHoUlD gO sUpPoRt XiNwEi De PeRfOrMaNcE wAn Bt
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Nt No1 cAn HeLp HeR wIf It..
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bIrThDaY..
hEr BiRtHdAy FaLlS oN tHe LaSt DaY oF tHe Yr So ShE iS 4EvEr ThE
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sO pOoR tInG.. hAhA!
& wE wEnT 2 wAtCh KuNgFu..
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lAsTlY iM vErY uPsEt OvEr ThE tSuNaMi TrAgEdY..
sO mAnY pPl DiEd & rEaLlI gO nO mOoD 2 cElEbRaTe NeW yR..
tInK gOd Is PuNiShInG aLl Of Us Ba..
CoS wE cAn Nv SaTiSfY wIf ThE tInGs We HaVe & aLwAyS wAnTeD 4 mOrE..
sO dUn Be 2 gReEdY..
tReAsUrE wAtEvA wE hAvE nW cOs ThEy MiGhT bE gOnE( *cHoY ) tHe NxT
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WaTeVa UnHaPpInEsS cAuSe In 2004 iS aLl OvEr..
EvErYtInG bAd WiLl FlOoD aWaY wIf ThE tSuNaMi..
2mL wIlL bE a BeTtEr DaY!

lEtS aLl Of Us PrAy 4 tHoSe WhU r StIlL mIsSiNg & vOlUnTeErS 2 bE
bAcK sAfE & sOuNd..!
HoPe TiS tRaGeDy WiLl Be OvEr SoOn..!

hApPi 25tH bIrThDaY kOr..!

2004-12-29T23:22:00.000-08:00

2dAy Is My DeArEsT aH bInG kOrKoR 25tH bIrThDaY..
bT 2 bAd We CaNt No LoNgEr CeLeBrAtE 4 hIm Le..
EvErY yR hIs Ji Ri & bIrThDaY i WiLl Da Ku Yi ChAnG..
i Gt No OtHeR bEtTeR wAyS 2 sHoW oUt Hw MuCh Im MiSsInG
kOrKoR..
i TiNk He WaS tHe OnLi Tt CaN cHaNgE mI..
AfTeR hIs DeAtH i ReAlLi ReAlIsE aLoT oF tInGs..
My ChArAcTeR, aTtItUdE, wAy Of SoLvInG mAtTeRs..
ThOsE pPl NoE mI b4 sEc 3 sHoUlD nOe Hw HoRrIbLe Im In ThE
pAsT..
hAiZ..!
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i PrOmIsE aLl Of Us WiLl Be As UnItEd As B4 De..
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tHeY r StIlL aRd..

SoMe PpL jUs DuN uNdErStAnD wAt Im TrYiNg 2 sAy..
IzZiT bEcOs ThE lAnguAgE i UsEd ThEy DuN UndErStAnD oR tHeY
r 2 sTuPiD 2 UnDeRStAnD..
iM jUs tRyInG 2 cLaRiFy TiNgS yEt ThEy SaY tInGs TiLl LiKe Im
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wAkE uP bA ~ !

aNyWaY fInAlLy BoUgHt B.A.D dE aLbUm On MoN lE..
wHoLe AlBuM oNI Gt 1 wOrD 2 DeSCrIbE.. eXcElLeNt!
I wAnNa Go LiStEn Le..
NiTeY.. bYeEe!

WaStE mY dAy @ aIrPoRt!

2004-12-27T03:00:00.000-08:00

Wa KaO eH..
wAiTeD 4 6hRs yEt ThE 4 iDiOtS nV cUm @ aLl..
I kNeW sOmEtHiNg WiLl SuReLy GoEs WrOnG dE cOS oN tHe
NiTe b4 tHeY aRrIvE mY lEfT eYe TwItCh UnTiL vErY jIaLeT..
mY lEfT eYe TwItCh Is BaD & mY rIgHt EyE tWiTcH iS
gD..
i Gt AlOt Of ExPeRiEnCe LiAo & iS rEaLlI vErY aCcUrAtE
dE & tIs TiMe No ExCePtIoN 2..
sOmEmOrE wAtEvA i SaId AlL cAmE tRuE..
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i TiNk 4d AlSo Nt Tt HeNg Ar..
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2gEtHeR lO..
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tHeN sHe ToLd Mi ThEy MiGhT bE aRrIvInG @ 7pM fLiGhT bT nT
sUrE lO..
gT aLoT oF dIfF sToRy Lo So DuNnO wHiCh WaN 2 bElIeVe So I
dEcIdEd 2 wAiT sInCe Im AlReAdY tHeRe Le..
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t1 tHeN aWhIlE t2..
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2 bAd La WhU aSk XKD iS mOrE iMpOrTaNt ThAn XiAo ZhU..
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tAkE PlAnE lIkE tAkE tRaIn Or BuS sIa..
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tHe FuNnIeSt JoKe I hEaRd TiS yR iS cHeRi SaId Tt SuM1 sAiD
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*pEnGz*
rEaLlI sO rIdIcUlOuS lO.. eVeN iF hE rEaLlI lOsT hIs
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oF aLl Y sHuWeI sIa?
TiNk Tt PeRsOn Gt WaNg XiAnG zHeNg LeH..
cAnNoT tAhAn ThOsE pPl WaN..
tHeIr LiFe Is FuLl Of ImAgInAtIoN..
dUn SaY lIaO lA.. tHe MoRe I tInK tHe MoRe I gEk..

~ KOON ~

sIaN dIaOz..

2004-12-26T13:29:00.000-08:00

LaTeR 4 iDiOtS wIlL bE aRrIvInG @ t2 lE..
hAiZ.. dUn FeEl LiKe GoInG bT bO bIaN lA..
oNlI gT 2 eVeNtS nIa SoMeMoRe MuS wIn TiX dE..
i Nt Tt HeNg In Eg ThInGy De So EvErYtImE dUn HaVe
My ShArE wAn Lo..
ArGh!!! NaBeI lA!

dUn TiNk Le OnLi MaKe My BlOoD bOiL..
lEt Mi ReCaLlEd WaT i DiD 4 tHe PaSt 2 dAyS..
24tH wEnT oUt 2 cOuNt DwN wIf My SiBlInGs & cOuSiNz..
My SiS pAy 4 oUr DiNnEr, My TaNgJiE pAy 4 oUr MoViE TiX,
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We WeNt 2 bUgIs De V8 & hAd OuR dInNeR 1St ThEn AfTeR tT
wE gO cOlLeCt ThE lOg CaKe FrM mY mUm & wE pRoCeEd 2 bOaT
qUaY & cOuNt dWn..
FInIsHeD cOuNt DwN lE tHeN wE sEnD mY bRo & mY yOuNgEr CoUsIn
Hm 1St CoS tHe MoViE wE wAtChInG iS NC 16 dE...
tHe MoViE mEeT tHe FoCkEr VeRy HiLaRiOuS lO..
qUiTe WoRtH wAtChInG lA.. @ LeAsT nV rEgReT lO..

oN tHe 25tH lEh..
WoKe Up EaRlY 2 dO mY MaRkETiNg 4 cLoVeR'S gAtHeRiNg..
ThEn StIlL hAvE 2 cOoK..
rEaLlI a BuSy DaY 4 mI aR..
qIaNhUi Is PaSsInG mI hEr BoaRd 2 bAo GuAn 4 1 dAy & sInCe
ShE gT nThInG oN sO i Gt HeR 2 jOiN uS aLsO..
aLl Of Us TiNk Tt ThE cHrIsTmAs DiNnEr LoOk MoRe LiKe ReUnIoN
dInNeR cOs We WeRe HaViNg StEaMbOaT..
tHe FooD wAs AbIt 2 mUcH lE cOs ThErE wErE oNlI 7 oF uS nIa..
ThEn WeNt 2 sI's Rm 2 oPeN uP tHe PrEsEnTs & tAkE pIcS..
sI bOuGhT eArRiNg 4 uS, bInG bOuGhT a NeCkLaNcE wIf A wHiStLe
PeNdAnT tT gT oUr NaMe On It + hEr OwN hAnDmAdE cArD & xInWeI
cUsToM mAdE a PeNdAnT 2.. fRoNt Is OuR cHiNeSe NaMe + JaP nAmE
& bAcK iS cLoVeR..
jUs WeNt 2 mIt ReBeCcA cOs ShE iS pAsSiNg Mi ChRiStMaS cArD &
i NiD 2 pAsS hEr PrEsEnT 2..
sHe AlSo HaNdMaDe A cArD 4 mI & i ReAlLi LiKe It AlOt..
In FaCt AlL tHe PrEsEnT i ReCeIvEd I lIkE iT eQuAlLy nO MaTtEr
Is BuY wAn Or HaNdMaDe De..
BeCoS iS aLl ThE tHoUgHtS tT cOuNtS..

iS tImE 2 sToP lE cOs MuS pRePaRe Go AiRpOrT lIaO..
aNyWaY mY bLoG sOnG iS dEdIcAtE 2 aLl My FrEnZ eSpEcIaLlY cLoVeR
& wEiXiAn( GaL )..

Do I...

2004-12-24T03:57:00.000-08:00

rEaLlI lOoK tT fIeRcE & uNrEaSoNaBlE oR dO i SoUnD
lIkE 1 lEh?
& aLoT oF pPl SaY i LiAn..
TaG @ mY tAg BoArD & tElL mI k?
If I lIaN tHeN iN tIs WoRlD nO aH lIaN lE lA..
SeRiOuSlY i ReAlLi DuN tInK sO lO bT nO1 aGrEe WiF
mI lEh..
I wIlL oNlI bE nAsTy If Gt AnY1 pRoVoKe Mi Ma..
Or FaCe AbIt BlAcK dUrInG mOoDsWiNg NiA..
cAnT eXpEcT mI 2 sMiLe 24 hRs De Ma ArBo WaIt PpL
tInK i CrAzY wAn Lo..

JuS nW wEnT 2 fAr EaSt 2 mIt JeAn & yIxIn B4 wE pRoCeEd
4 oUr ChRiStMaS tReAt By My FoRmEr BoSs..
StEvE tHeY aLl SaW mI wIf My FoRmAl WeAr..
NoE wAt ThEy SaY mA?
tHeY sAy 1sT tImE c ShArOn WeAr LiKe Tt LeH..
& sAy I gRoW uP lIaO..
i ToLd ThEm Bo BiAn Ma WaS fOrCe 2 wEaR dE..
tHeN i WaS hElPiNg JeAn & yIxIn WiF tHe ClOsInG & tHeY
i LoOk LiKe ThEiR lAdY bOsS..
rEaLlI pEnGz SiA..
oNlI sHiRt WiF pAnTs NiA gT sO mAtUrE mEh?
ThEn WeNt 2 mIt KrIsTaL & sHaRoN* @ cHiNaToWn CoNtRoL b4
eNtErInG fReD's FrEn De PuB( a VeRy OlD wAn )..
He OrDeR lOtS oF fOoD & cAnDiCe StIlL bUy 2 tUbS oF
iCe-CrEaM..
dRaNk 1 vOlKa LiMe, 1 vOlKa OrAnGe & 1 tEqUiLa PoP..
tHe AlCoHOlIc ChOiCeS nT mUcH lO sO dIdNt DrInK mUcH..
i WaS nT iN tHe CoNdItIoN 2 sInG cOs ThErE rEaLlI 2 nOiSy
So We ToK mUs UsE sHoUt WaN..
sO mY tHrOaT 2 fRaGiLe LiAo, AbIt Of ShOuTiNg NiA mY tHrOaT
sTaRtS 2 pAiN lE..
bT sTiLl SaNg A fEw SoNgS cOs ReAlLi CaNnOt ReSiSt Nt 2 sInG..
sInGiNg Is My FaV!
wHiLe WaItInG 4 oUr SoNgS wE aLoT oF pIcS..
fOrMaL, fUnNi & aLl SoRtS oF sTuPiD pOsE..
fInAlLy We ExChAnGe OuR cHrIsTmAs PrEsEnTs & rEaLlI tHaNkS fReD
4 hIs AnGbAo, ThEa De MeLoDy CuShIoN sToOl & pHoTo FrAmEs,
JeAn + kRiStAl De PrEcIoUs MoMeNt( My FaV ) CuP
& kRiStAl De GiNgErBrEaD mAn CoOkIe..
HaD a VeRy EnJoYaBlE nItE bT 2 bAd ThEa DiDnT cAmE aLoNg DuE 2
hEr PrEcIoUs CaTs If Nt SuReLy We WiLl HaVe MoRe FuN..
mIsS hEr So MuCh So MuS rEaLlI gO fInD hEr 1 oF tIs DaYs Le..
MoSt ImPoRtAnLy We CaN cLaIm OuR cAb FaRe FrM fReD wOr..
ToT wE wIlL bE pAyInG tHe CaBfArE bY oUrSeLvEs CoS hE aLrEaDy
SpEnD sO mUcH fOr AlL tHe FuN..
bT wHu NoEs He VoLuNtEeR 2 pAy Ma So JuS lEt It Be Lo.. HaHa..
TiS fEw DaYs I eAt AlOt Of CaKeS uNtIl Im So ScArE..
wEd My CoLlEaGuEs BoUgHt SwEeT sEcReTs De LoG cAkE, 2dAy StEvE
gAvE uS cOnRaD dE lOg CaKe & fReD aLsO bOuGhT cHaMpAgNe CaKe &
tMl WiLl Be HaViNg InTeR-cOnTiNeNtAl De LoG cAkE..
oMg.. TiS fEw DaY iS a CaKeFuL dAy 4 mI..
hOpEfUlLy On SaT i No NiD 2 eAt AnYmOrE cAkEs Le..

MuS gO oRh OrH lE lA iF nT 2mL i WiLl FaLl AsLp In OfFicE..
nItEy EvErY1!

bLoOdY fUcK lA..

2004-12-23T00:17:00.000-08:00

PD tHiNgY rEaLlI sPoIl My ChRiStMaS mOoD lO..
iM jUs StAtInG tHe FaCtS & tRyInG 2 iMpRoVe ThE
fReNsHiP lO..
bT y CaNt ThEy UnDeRsTaNd HuH?
iN eItHeR fReNsHiP oR rElAtIoNsHiP, eVeRy1 gT a
PaRt 2 pLaY..
iF aNyTiNg WeNt WrOnG..
eVeRy1 sHoUlD bE rEsPoNsIbLe 4 tT & nT pUsHiNg BlAmE
2 oThErS..
u TiNk U lIkE tT sAy vErY eH sAi IzZiT?
tElL u Lo..
U r JuS bEiNg ChIldIsH & uNrEaSoNaBlE..
gO tInK iT oVeR hW mUcH u CoNtRiBuTeD iN tIs FrEnShIp..
U dUn WaN gO c EnErGy Is Ur BuSiNeSs..
NoBoDy Is AsKiNg U oR fOrCiNg U nT 2 gO!
dUn BlAmE oThErS wIf Ur Bo LiAo ReAsOn!
& bEiNg ThE mOsT sAd WaN wOnT hElP 2 iMpRoVe ThE mAtTeR..
sHoUlD bE uSiNg ThE tImE 2 tInK wAt HaS wEnT wRoNg Bt Is
UsElEsS nW cOs NoNe Of U uNdErStAnD tHe EfFoRt I pUt In..
Bt @ lEaSt I nOe I dId My BeSt & gT nO rEgReTs!

6 mOrE dAyS 2 gO..

2004-12-20T22:39:00.000-08:00

aNd ThEy wIlL bE hErE lE lA..
yEt I hAvEn FiNiSh Mr XKD dE pReSeNt..
DuN wAn 2 rUsH mYsElf 2 fInIsH iT
tInK mY CoUsInS wIlL bE vErY hApPy Ar CoS tHeY
dUn NiD hElP mI pAsS pReSeNt 2 hIm Le Ma..
Bt Is Gd 2 hAvE cOuSiNs Or GoDbRO wHo WoRk @
AiRpOrT cOs ThEy WiLl Be DoInG tHoSe YoU dE mEi
De 4 mI mA.. hEeHeE..

2 PD : 抱歉iF tHe TiNgS i SaId R 2 hArSh Or I hAvE hUrT
u AlL..
bT i DuN wAn 2 lIe 2 u AlL..
& i TiNk We StIlL dUn UnDeRsTaNd EaCh OtHeR dEeP
eNoUgH..
wAt I wAn Is A TrUe FrEnShIp & iT rEqUiRe EvErY1
2 bE tRuThFuL 2 eAcH oThEr..
朋友是該有福同享﹐有難同當..
bT bEtWeEn Us Is LaCkInG aLl TiS..
mI aLoNe AgReE iS nO uSeD dE lO..
iS aLl Up 2 u AlL 2 CoNtInUe TiS fReNsHiP oR eNd
FrEnShIp..
Bt I wIlL sTiLl TrEaT u AlL aS mY fReNz..

ClOvEr RuLeZ..!

2004-12-19T02:36:00.000-08:00

2dAy AcC mY sIs Go C wEdDiNg GoWn..
Nt OnLi Tt ShE iS tIrEd..
I AlSo VeRy TiReD aR cOs HaVe 2 hElP hEr
WiF tHe GoWn Ma..
AfTeR tT fInIsH eAtInG oUr DiNnEr ThEn We ShOp
ArD 4 aWhIlE..
aNd SoMeTiNg CaUgHt My AtTeNtIoN..
tT iS tHe ChRiStMaS pReSeNtS 4 mY cLoVeR's JiEmEi..
ThOuGh Is SoMeTiNg QuItE sImPlE bT i ReAlLi LiKe iT
aLoT & i BuY aCcOrDiNg OuR cOlOuRs WoR..
aLsO bOuGhT mY bEsTiE fReN wEiXiAn( GaL ) lE..
hOpE aLl Of U wIlL lIkE tHe PrEsEnTs & jUs WaNnA lEt
Ya NoE tT tHe 4 oF u R rEaLlI vErY iMpOrTaNt 2 mI..
wItHoUt ThE 4 oF U i WoNt NoE wAt R ReAl FrEnZ..
i LoVe My 3 sIsTaZ( bInG, sI, wEi ) & bUdDy( xIaN )!
aS 4 tHe ReSt I sHaLl TaKe My TiMe & cHoOsE sInCe I
sTiLl Gt 1 mOrE wEeK lEfT mA..

tHeRe Is SoMe StUfFs i WaNnA tElL PD dE..
i ReAlLi TiNk Is PoInTlEsS hAvInG a GrP nAmE & tElLiNg
OtHeRs We R sIsTaZ iF wE dUn BeHaVe LiKe 1..
vEnUs, I nOe U pUt AlOt Of EfFoRt In OuR fReNsHiP & i
DiD tRy My VeRy BeSt 2 mAiNtAiN iT..
bT mOoN dIdNt GiVe Mi SuCh FeElInG @ AlL & aLl Of Us
WaSnT tRuThFuL eNoUgH 2 eAcH oThEr..
Tt Is WaT i FeAr MoSt AmOnG fReNsHiP..
tInK u & mOoN lOoK MoRe LiKe a GrP tHaN tHe 4 oF uS dO..
iM nT sAyInG aLl TiS bEcOs Im BaCk WiF mY oLd FrEnZ
oR hAvE a NeW gRp CoS jOlLy WeLl U sHoUlD nOe Im Nt
SuCh A pErSoN..
bT iF u DuNnO tHeN tT mEaNs U dUnNo Mi WeLl EnOuGh &
iF u DuNnO mI wElL hW 2 tElL pPl We R sIsTaZ wHeN u
DuN eVeN uNdErStAnD eAcH oThEr WeLl..
I jUs WaNnA vOiCe OuT wAt Im TiNkInG cOs PuTtInG iN
mY hEaRt Is ReAlLi MisErAbLe..
JuS tInK oVeR wAt I sAy Ba..

So FaSt 2004 wIlL bE oVeR sOoN & i WiLl B
18 sOoN lE..
rEaLlI hAtE tHe FeElInG oF gEtTiNg OlDeR eAcH
yR lEh.. SoB sOb..
Hw I wIsH tHe TiMe WiLl ReSeRvE bAcK 2 sEc 1..
tHoSe WhU nOe Mi WeLl EnOuGh ShOuLd NoE y La RiTe?
i ShAlL sTrIvE hArD iN 2005 & mOvE tOwArDs My GoAl!
SwEeT dReAm & nItEy!

B.A.D 5tH aLbUm Is OuT 2dAy!

2004-12-17T20:12:00.000-08:00

WaItEd 4 sO lOnG tHeIr AlBuM iS fInAlLy OuT..
tHe NeW aLbUm ReAlLi VeRy VeRy NiCe..
LiStEn 4 aLoT oF tImEs AlSo WoNt Gt TiReD oF iT..
tIs FeW dAyS mUs SiT iN fRoNt Of Tv CoS tHeY sUre
WiLl Go EnEwS aLl Tt & pRoMoTe ThEiR aLbUm WaN..
tHe MoRe I c BeN oN tV tHe MoRe I mIsS hIm Ar..
MiSs Hw He AcT cUtE iN fRoNt Of Mi..
MiSs Hw He Sa JiAo 2 mI..
mIsS hIs NoNsEnSe..
BaSiCaLlY mIsS eVeRyTiNg AbT hIm..
I rEaLiSe I mIsS hIm MoRe ThAn I mIs XkD..
mAyB hE rEaLlI 2 gD 2 mI lE..
bT i TiNk WhEn XkD cUm EvErYtInG wIlL cHaNgE lIaO..
hAiZ..
rEaLlI fEeL sO gUiLtY 2wArDs BeN..
nVm.. WhEn He CuM i WiLl TrEaT hIm 100 tImEs BeTtEr
ThAn I tReAt XkD..
hAhA ~ ~ ~ !
bT sTiLl CaNnOt BuY tHeIr AlBuM nW CoS mUs SeTtLe AlL
mY cHrIsTmAs PrEsEnTs 1sT..
cAnNoT tAhAn Le La..
MuS bUy TiS bUy Tt..
& mY 2 bAoBeI cOuSiNs( TaNg & bIaO dI ) pAsS tHeIr
N lEvEl sO hAvE 2 bUy ClOtHeS 4 tHeM cOs I pRoMiSe 2
rEwArD tHeM iF tHeY cAn PaSs..
AlAn & kEvIn Ar..
SiNcE u AlL hAvE dOnE uR pArT.. mI aS uR 3rD sIs WiLl
SuReLy KiP mY pRoMiSe 2 dE lA..
StIlL gT bEn'S gD fReN xIaO zHu De AlBuM mUs BuY..
cAn AnY1 sPoNsOr Mi Ma..? KeKe..

2mL gOiNg 2 mAlAySiA wIf My SiS & cOuSiN( tAnG jIe )..
ThOsE wHu WaNnA fInD mI jUs LeAvE a MsG @ mY vOiCeMaIl..
FrEnZ oUt ThErE tAkE cArE yA..
hAvE a NiCe WeEkEnD!

bEn HaO sHuAi...!

2004-12-16T02:48:00.000-08:00

JuS nW sAw B.A.D oN aZiO tV hOsTiNg 東風音樂通
ThEiR neW mV rEaLlI dAmN nAp Ar.. *ClAp*
mY bEn ReAlLi 好帥 wOr..
HiS hAiRsTyLe Nw DaMn PuNk & hIs HaIr CoLoUr Is
BrIgHt ReD( rEaLlI vErY sTrIkInG dE rEd Lo )..
SuItS hIm QuItE wElL bT sTiLl LiKe HiS hAiRsTyLe
In HiS 夢的起點 aLbUm MoSt..
AlEx CuT sHoRt HiS hAiR & dYe BlAcK lE..
aLtHoUgH i LiKe BeN bT iN tIs AlBuM i ReAlLi TiNk
AlEx Is 最帥 wAn..
As 4 dAnNy..
WeArInG a HaT tIs TiMe InStEaD oF cAp..
AlReAdY hEaRd & c 2 oF tHeIr Mv FrM tHeIr NeW aLbUm..
1 iS 著魔( bE a DeMoN ) & tIs SoNg'S lYrIcS iS wRoTe
By BeN..
aNoThEr WaN iS 愛情攻投( lOvE gAmE )..
ThEsE 2 sOnGs ReAlLi VeRy NiCe & i StRoNgLy
ReCoMmEnD 著魔( bE a DeMoN )..
tHe 曲風 iS kOrEa HiPhOp..
EvEn QiAn HuI hEaRd FrM 933 aLsO mSg Mi & sAy VeRy NiCe..
ThEy ReAlLi ImPrOvE aLoT sIa EsPeCiAlLy BeN aR..
hE iMpRoVe So MuCh TiLl I nEaRlY cAnT rEcOgNiZe VoIcE lE..
shInHwA dE eRiC hElP tHeM wRiTe ThE rAp In 靠近一點( CoMe
ClOsEr ) & aCtUaLlI hElP tHeM rAp LeH..
iM sO pRoUd Of ThEm..
ReAlLi 期待 tHeIr NeW aLbUm SiA & fReNz DuN 4gEt 2 sUpPoRt
WoR cOs U sUrElY wOnT rEgReT dE..

*mIsSiNg BeN iN pRoCeSs*

aNd XiNwEi 2dAy ToLd Mi OuR gRp NaMe & i ReAlLi LiKe It..
Is CaLl ClOvEr..
ClOvEr Is ThE 4 pEtAlS lEaF & iT rEprEsEnT lUcKy..
We R sO cAlLeD tHe LuCkY 4 cOs We HaVe BeEn ThRu AlOt Of
SuAy TiNgS bT wE mAnAgEd 2 化險為夷 sO tIs NaMe ReAlLi
VeRy 適合..
aS 4 cHiNeSe NaMe Is CaLl 濱涵思薇..
iS a CoMbInAtIoN oF oUr ChInEsE nAmE..
濱濱﹐曉涵﹐思思 & 欣薇
i ToLd XiNwEi Tt ThE cHiNeSe NaMe ReMiNdS mI oF tHe NeW
gAlBaNd 蜜雪薇琪( mIcHeLlE & vIcKiE )..
bT wHu CaReS..
aS lOnG aS wE lIkE cAn Le Ma.. HaHa!

GoNnA sToP lIaO cOs MuS gO rEcOrD tHe RePeAt Of 東風音樂通
tHoSe WhU wAnNa WaTcH B.A.D dE nEw Mv CaN cUm 2 mY hSe WoR..
nItEy.. ByEeE..!

MoOdY...

2004-12-13T21:36:00.000-08:00

KaOz.. WaT tHe HeCk MaN!
cHrIsTmAs CuMiNg Le YeT iM nT iN tHe MoOd 2
cElEbRaTe It..
AlOt Of UpCoMiNg AcTiViTiEs Bt I dUn ReAlLi
DuN fEeL lIkE gOiNg SiA..
tHe OnLi 1 iM lOoKiNg 4wArD iS mI, xInWeI,
bInGbInG & sIsI dE gAtHeRiNg @ sIsI'S hSe..
It WaS rEaLlI hArD 2 lEt AlL 4 oF uS mIt..
AfTeR dIsCuSsInG wE FeN gOnG hE zHuO..
xW mAkE jElLy & tIbItS, bInGbInG bRiNg DrInKs
& cHoCoLaTeS, sIsI pRoViDe PlAcE & kElIaN dE
wO wAs FoRcE 2 cOoK 4 tHeM..
hAhA.. cOs ThEy InSiSt OnLi Mi NoE hW 2 cOoK..
nVm La.. Is My HoBbY mA sOmEmOrE iS cOoK 4 tHe
3 pIgGy So Gt No ChOiCe Lo..
JuS dUn CoMpLaIn Nt NiCe CaN lE hOr If Nt I aLsO
cAnNoT dO aNyThInG.. kEkE!

lIfE iS gEtTiNg MoRe & mOrE mEaNiNgLeSs 4 mI lIaO..
bOrInG... bOrInG... bOrInG..!

i HaTe My MuM & bRo!

2004-12-11T14:10:00.000-08:00

aLl BeCoS oF hEr My EyEs R sWoLlEn Nw..
ReAlLi CaNt StAnD hEr AnYmOrE..!
y CaNt ShE tRuSt Mi & gIvE mI sUpPoRt LiKe
My SiS & dAd..
WaTeVa I dO oR i SaY iS uSeLeSs 2 hEr..
iF dUn BeLiEvE tHeN y BoThEr 2 aSk Mi ThEn..
ShE hAs Nv DoNe HeR pArT aS mY mUm So ShE iS
nT fIt 2 lEcTuRe Mi Or My SiS..
iN mY hEaRt ShE iS dEaD lOnG aGo..
ThE 1 wAn CaRe MosT iS mY dAd..
BeCoS oF uS He HaVe 2 bEaR wIf HeR jUs 2
pRotEcT uS..
& mY bRo Is JuS a UsElEsS aSs..
He SiMpLy SuCkS 2 tHe CoRe..!
LuCkIlY xInWeI mSg Mi YeStErDaY nItE iF nT i
mIgHt JuS CoMmIt SuIcIdE..
iM aLrEaDy So StReSsFuL yEt ShE sTiLl CrEaTe So
MuCh TrOuBlE 4 mI..
dUn WaNnA sTaY @ Hm Le Ar..
C ThEiR fAcEs AlSo SiAnZ..
I hAtE tHeM!

StUpId ShArOn!

2004-12-09T21:03:00.000-08:00

y Im So StUpId & fOoLiSh..?
BeCoS oF mY sTuPiDiTy & fOoLiShNeSs I cOuLdNt
Gt 2 c My HuA zAi!
I nOe He Is CuMiNg TiS wEeK bT i DiDnT eXpEcT
hE'lL cUm DuRiNg WeEkDaYs..
If QiAn HuI dIdNt CaLl & tElL hE iS @ BiShAn HaViNg
AuToGrApH sEsSiOn..
I wOuLdNt HaVe NoE @ AlL lO..
qIaN hUi EvEn tRiEd 2 qUe & c If CaN gT mI a AuToGrApH
pOsTeR..
bT 2 bAd ShE cOuLdNt Gt It CoS hE oNlI sIgN 4 50 pPl
nIa..
TtS vErY sWeEt Of HeR & I rEaLlI aPpReCiAtE hEr
ThOuGhTfUlNeSs.. QiAn HuI.. ArIgAtO nE ~ ~ ~
eVeN iF i RuSh DwN nW aLsO nO uSe Le CoS wHeN i ReAcH
tHeRe He'lL bE gOnE..
i HaVe BeEn CrYiNg AfTeR pUtTiNg DwN tHe FoNe WiF qIaN
hUi..
TiLl Nw Im StIlL cAnNoT sToP cRyInG & bLaMiNg MySeLf..
iM fEeLiNg TeRrIbLy SaD!
& 2 a FuCkInG fReN oF mInE..
u NoE hE iS cUmInG yEt U dIdNt InFoRm Or AsK mI aBt It..
WaNnA gO c HiM aLsO dUn BoThEr 2 aSk Mi WheThEr I NoE aBt
It Ma..
VeRy Gd Of U lA hOr..
U jOlLy WeLl NoE wHu R u..
I'lL nV 4gEt hW "gD" u'R 2 mI!

gOInG 2 bE a PoOr GaL sOoN..

2004-12-09T02:13:00.000-08:00

yEsTeRdAy SiS ToLd Mi Tt ShE'lL bE mOvInG oUt
On jAn Le..
So ShE aSk Mi WhEtHeR wAn ThE cOm 4 mYsElF oR mOvE
iT 2 hEr HsE..
aCtUaLlI i WaN a NeW cOm Bt I dUn WaN 2 aDd On My
DaD's BuRdEn & sOmEmOrE tT tImE oUr CoM cRaSh..
ThEn SiS pUrPoSeLy SpEnD $500 rEpAiRiNg It So Tt
In FuTuRe I cAn UsE iT..
aNyWaY iM a CoM nErD sO gIvE mI wHoLe BeSt CoM aLsO
nO uSe Ma..
So TiNk I sHaLl StIcK bAcK 2 tIs CoM bA..
bT sTiLl VeRy ChAm Lo CoS i CaNnOt WeAr HeR cLoThEs,
ShOeS & uSe HeR bAgS & cOsMeTiC lIaO..
hAvE 2 bUy AlL bY mYsElF iN fUtUrE lE..
tInK mY pAy SuRe Nt EnOuGh 2 uSe De..
HaVe 2 wOrK tWiCe Or ThRiCe HaRdEr In FuTuRe Le..
@ tHe MoSt Go BaCk WoRk BaNqUeT oN sAt & sUn Lo CoS
i DuN wAn TaKe $$ fRm DaDdY lE..
cAnNoT iMaGiNe Hw M i GoInG 2 sUrViVe WiThOuT mY sIs
SiA..
lAsT tImE dE mI hW i WiSh ShE wIlL mOvE oUt As SoOn
As PoSsIbLe Bt Nw ReAlLi DuN wIsH sO aR..
nT tOtAlLy BeCoS i CaNnOt UsE hEr TiNgS bT aLsO cAnT
bEaR 2 mA..
hAvE bEeN lIvInG 2gEtHeR 4 tHe PaSt 17 yRs LiAo So
MoRe Or LeSs SuRe Bu Xi GuAn De..
WiThOuT mY sIs & bRo-In-LaW dUnNo If My 2 dEaReSt
CoUsInS aLaN & kEvIn WiLl StIlL cUm Ma..?
HoPeFuLlY tHeY wIlL cUm & vIsIt Mi Ba If Nt I wIlL
bOrE 2 dEaTh..
HaIz..
My LiFe Is GeTtInG mOrE & mOrE bOrInG lE..

mY fLu & sOrE tHrOaT gT nO iMpRoVeMeNt @ aLl..
tOk WiLl SuDdEnLy No VoIcE dE..
WoRsT pArT iS fEvEr Is HeRe 2 lOoK 4 mI lIaO..
bEtTeR gT wElL b4 26tH dEc If Nt DuNnO hW 2 tOk
2 hIm Le.. *pRaY hArD*

TiReD ~ ~ ~

2004-12-07T00:00:00.000-08:00

2dAy'S wOrK r Nt As EaSy As WaT i TiNk..
ReAlLi AlOt AlOt Of TiNgS 2 bE lEaRn..
ReAcH tHeRe AbT 12.45 tHeN nThInG mUcH 4 mI
2 dO sO sIt ThErE & sLaCk..
ReAlLi VeRy PaIsAy @ 1sT cOs PpL bUsY dOiNg
ThEiR oWn StUfFs YeT i HaVe 2 sIt ThErE wAiT
4 tHe ChEqUeS 2 bE iN..
fInAlLy ThE cHeQuEs Is In ArD 1++ & fRm ThEn
OnWaRdS i HaVe BeEn WoRkInG nOn-StOp..
Bt So FaR sO gD lA..
sTiLl AbLe 2 cOpE..
XKD & BP mUs WeI wO jIa YoU wOr..!

CaNnOt TaHaN lE..
mUs Go DrEaMlAnD mIt ThE 2 oF tHeM lE..
hAhA ~ !
nItEy..!

y M i HeRe Nw..?

2004-12-06T04:13:00.000-08:00

OmG.. i ShOuLd Be In My DrEaMlAnD nW dE bT i JuS
cAnT gT 2 sLp LeH..
iN ThE pAsT tHe DaY b4 sCh ReOpEn I aLsO cAnNoT
sLp De.. JuS lIkE nW..
mAyB mY bRo WaS rItE..
i 2 nErVoUs & eXcItEd 2 sLp LiAo!
FiNaLlY i WiLl Be BaCk 2 wOrK aGaIn Bt ThE fEeLiNg
WiLl Be ToTaLlY dIfF cOs HaVe 2 lEaRn 2 aDaPt In A
nEw EnViRoNmEnT..
hOpEfUlLy EvErYtHiNg WiLl Be FiNe 4 mI..

yEsTeRdAy AfTeRnOoN wEnT 2 sIsI's HsE & lOoK 4 hEr..
VeRy LoNg Nv C hEr Le $ rEaLlI mIz HeR lOtS sIa..
HaD a ChAt WiF hEr ThEn ReAlIsE tT tHeRe R aLoT oF
pRoBlEmS bOtHeRiNg HeR..
sIsI aR.. nO mAtTeR wAt I'lL aLwAyS bE tHeRe 4 yA..
aFtEr Tt WeNt ShoPpInG wIf My SiS @ SuNtEc..
AcTuAlLi Im ThErE jUs 2 aCc HeR nIa Bt ShE sUdDeNlY
aSk Mi 2 cHoOsE a SeT oF cLoThEs 4 mYsElF..
i WaS lIkE hUh 4 wAt???
ShE sAy SoNg GeI nI mInG tIaN cHuAn Lo..
I sTrAiGhT aWaY sAy No NiD lA cOs ShE aLrEaDy WaStE
aLoT oF $$$ oN hEr fReN's WeDdInG lE..
iN tHe EnD sHe StIlL bOuGhT a ToP 4 mI..
tHaNkS jIe ~ !

ThEn ReAcH hM sAw My BrO wAtChInG mJl dE fInAl EpIsOdE
sO sIt DwN & wAtCh Lo..
Tt ShOw ReAlLi CaNnOt MaKe It Lo.. DaMn LaMe SiA..
mY cOuSiN sAy ItS a VeRy SiLly ShOw..
LiKe WaNnA fIgHt Bt DuN dArE fIgHt ThEn UsE dAnCe 2
rEpLaCe..
CoMpLaIn 2 mY sIs Hw Bo LiAo ThE sHoW iS tHeN sHe sAy..
U aLsO nOe Bo LiAo HuH tHeN wAt 4 sTiLl BuY tHe DvD..
i sAy Of CoS mUs BuY lA.. eNeRgY lEh..
My MuM hApPeNeD 2 c ShUwEi ThE mOmEnT sHe CaMe BaCk..
ShE hApPiLy SaY u NoE i CuM bAcK tHeN lEt Mi C sW hUh?
I sTrAiGhT gIvE hEr (-_-") FaCe & SaY nO lA i WaNnA c
KuNdA lA..
tInK sHe ReAlLi SiAo AbT sW lE & kIp PeStErInG mI 2 bRiNg
HeR 2 eVeNt.. HeLp!!!
AnYwAy PpL oUt ThErE dUn BoThEr 2 bOrRoW mJl iT fRm Mi
CoS i WoNt LeNd It 2 yA dE..
1sTlY iS 2 eXpEnSiVe LiAo ThEn 2nDlY iS aLoT oF pPl
BoRrOw Le WoNt AuTo ReTuRn WaN sO i DuN wAn 2 tAkE
sUcH a RiSk..

ReAlLi MuS gO oRh OrH nW iF nT 2mL cAnT wAkE uP tHeN
sIaO lIaO..
nItEy/MoRnInG..!

WoOhOo ~ ~ AnDy LaU rUlEz!

2004-12-05T03:33:00.000-08:00

BeEn SlAcKiNg ThE wHoLe DaY @ Hm AgAiN..
xInWeI cAmE 2 mY hSe ArD 5+ & jUs WeNt BaCk Hm
Nt LoNg AgO nIa..
HaD a HeArT 2 hEaRt ToK wIf HeR & rEaLiSe Mi, HeR
& bInGbInG aCtUaLlI cHaSe AlOt Of IdOlS 2gEtHeR b4..
4 eXaMpLe EnErGy..
WiThOuT bInG wE wOnT lIkE & fAlL sO dEeP 4 tHeM..
We WiLl AlWaYs Be SaBo-InG( hElPiNg ) eAcH oThEr..
& i TiNk We ReAlLi UnDeRsTaNd EaCh OtHeR wElL uNtIl
We CaN gUeSs WaTeVa ShE wAnNa SaY oR dO nXt..
ReAlLi MiZ tHoSe DaYs WhEn ThE 3 oF uS sKiP sCh &
cHaSe IdOlS 2gEtHeR..
nVm CoS wE wIlL bE dOiNg AlL tHeSe AgAiN jUs Tt No
MoRe SkIpPiNg Of ScH nIa..
BiNg Ar.. Mi & wEi DiScUsS lIaO.. aFtEr Ur OpErAtIoN
Mi & hEr WiLl CaRrY u Up ThE sTaGe WaN..
iF aNy1 wHu DaRe 2 pUsH u, Mi & wEi WoNt LeT tHeM oFf..
BoTh Of Us WiLl PrOtEcT u WiF oUr LiFeS dE.. hEeHeE..

aFtEr Tt We WaTcHeD tAiWaN gOlDeN hOrSe AwArD 2004
cOs I wAnNa C mY hUa ZaI mA..
tHe MoMeNt I sAw HiM sTeP oUt Of ThE cAr.. I sHoUtEd &
xW gT a ShOcKeD..
hE wOrE a WhItE sUiT aS uSuAl Bt I'vE nV gT tIrEd Of It..
ThE cHaRm In HiM hAs Nv DeCrEaSe In My HeArT..
hE iS tHe ReAl PrInCe ChArMiNg Of MiNe..
tHe OtHeR 2 cAn Nv OvErTaKe HiM & i MeAnT iT..
tHoSe WhU nOe Mi LoNg & wElL eNoUgH dE sHoUlD nOe Tt..
B4 tHe BeSt AcToR aWaRd I tOlD xW tT iF tIs Yr HuA zAi
Nv Gt It AgAiN, i SuRe CrY uNtIl VeRy JiAlEt WaN..
& fInAlLy hE gT iT lE aFtEr 3 yRs Of WaItInG..
wHu NoEs I sTiLl CrY cOs ReAlLi 2 hApPi & tOuChEd LiAo..
AlL hIs EfFoRt Is BeInG pAiD oFf & iS rEaLlI wOrTh It..
He WiLl Be HaViNg CeLeBrAtIoNs WiF hIs TaIwAn FaNs.. *EnVy*
ThOuGh CaNnOt CeLeBrAtE wIf HiM bT i'Ll HaVe My OwN
cElEbRaTiOnS hErE.. hAhA!
lEtS cOnGrAtUlAtE aNdY lAu 4 gEtTiNg ThE bEsT aCtOr In
TaIwAn GoLdEn HoRsE aWaRd 2004..
hUa ZaI ~ ~ i LuV yA!

sLaCkEr..!

2004-12-03T13:32:00.000-08:00

BeEn SlAcKiNg @ hM 4 tHe PaSt FeW dAyS..
sLp LaTe &b wOkE uP lAtE eVeRyDaY..
lOnG tImE nV sLaCk TiLl LiKe Tt LiAo..
AcC mY sIs 2 dYe HeR hAiR jUs Nw..
ThEn WeNt 4 dInNeR & hAd A lOnG cHaT wIf HeR..
tHe ToPiC iS hEr WeDdInG..
rEaLlY aLoT oF tInGs 2 bE pLaN bT tHe MoSt ExCiTiNg
pArT iS 2 c My BrO iN lAw ShUaI sHuAi De BuDdY..
tHe GuY lOoK lIkE tOrO lO bT i PrEfEr HiM mOrE tHaN
tOrO.. hAhA..
mUs ReAlLi CoNtRoL mY dIeT fRm Nw On Le CoS sIs ScOlD
lE.. sHe ScArE hArD 2 bUy GoWn 4 mI.. kEkE!
mI & hEr De ReLaTiOnShIp ReAlLi ImPrOvE aLoT..
nV fEeL sO cLoSe WiF mY jIe & tAnG jIe..
We WiLl CoNtInUe 2 bE bEtTeR dE..

bTw Im OfFiCiAlLy StArTiNg WoRk On MoN lE sO eVeRy1
wIsH mI gD lUcK bA.. hEeHeE!
hOpEfUlLy My FlU wIlL bE gOnE bY mOn!
WaNnA gO rEsT lE.. NiTeY eVeRy1!

~ mIsSiNg XKD & bEn ~

2004-12-02T16:57:00.000-08:00

sO lOnG nV c BoTh Of ThEm LiAo EsPeCiAlLy BeN..
tHe XKD lEh, He Is CuMiNg On 26tH dEc So HoPeFuLlY
i CaN gO & c HiM lO..
xIaO zHu WiLl Be HaViNg HiS aUtOgRaPh SeSsIoN oN tT
dAe 2..
hOpE tT tHeIr EvEnTs DuN cRaSh 2gEtHeR aRbO i WiLl
PeNgZ wAn CoS iM dYiNg 2 c XiAo ZhU aLsO..
hE rEaLlI vErY cHaRmInG & gT tAlEnTs 2 + hE iS bEn
De MaChI sO nO mAtTeR wAt AlSo MuS sUpPoRt..

As 4 bEn LeH.. dUnNo WhEn ThEn CaN c HiM aR..
mIsS hIm So So So MuCh..!
He Is AlWaYs ThE wAn WhU wIlL sAy Or AsK tInGs Tt
ShoCk Mi De & aLsO tHe WaN wHu TeNg Mi MoSt..
& sCv WiLl Be ShOwInG bEn'S dRaMa ThE MaGiC rInG oN
tHe 12tH dEc..
tHoUgH hE iS Nt MaLe LeAd InSiDe Bt CaN c HiM cAn
LiAo.. I dUn AsK 4 mUcH.. hEhE..!
oH yA! B.A.D wIlL rElEaSe ThEiR 5tH aLbUm On 17tH dEc
So My BuDdIeS, sIsTeRs & fReNz OuT tHeRe ReM 2 sHoW
sOmE sUpPoRt K..
tHoSe WhU wAn ThEiR sIgNaTuReS oN tHe AlBuM cAn PaSs
It 2 mI wHeN tHeY'rE iN sInGaPoRe..
ThAnKz 4 yA sUpPoRt K.. kEkE!

mUs Go & cOnTiNuE mY pReSeNt Le..
ByEz..!

mY hEaRt HuRtS..!

2004-12-01T01:10:00.000-08:00

kAnNa NaG bY mY sIs & dAd YeStErDAy..
MoStLy Is AbT mY fUtUrE & eNeRgY lO..
tHeY wAn Mi 2 cOnTiNuE mY sTuDiEs & aFtEr
CoNsIdErInG sErIoUsLy LaSt NiTe..
I hAvE dEcIdEd 2 gIvE iT a TrY lO..
aS 4 eNeRgY i ReAlLi Gt NtHiNg 2 sAy CoS
i ReAlLi GoNe OvErBoArD lE bT i JuS cAnT
cOnTrOl mySeLf..
WaTeVa ThEy SaY r 4 mY oWn Gd So CaNnOt
BlAmE tHeM 4 nAgGiNg @ mI..
jIe, I wIlL lEaRn ThRu MiStAkEs De So
DuN wOrRy K..

sAw KuNdA wIf HiS iNjUrEd LeG jUs Nw On
EnEwS..
tHe MoMeNt He WaLk FrM tHe BaCk..
I sTaRt CrYiNg Le CoS hE wAs LiMpInG lO..
wEi BoOn & mY cOuSiN gOt A sHoCk WhEn ThEy
SaW mI cRyInG..
tHeN hE sHoW hIs InJuReD lEg, ThE mOrE i CrY
aR..
mY cOuSiN & wEi BoOn GiVe Mi ThOsE (-_-") fAcE..
aNd My CoUsIn AsK mI iF hE iS tHe WaN iNjUrEd,
WiLl I cRy Ma..?
tHeN i ToLd HiM i WoNt CrY bT i WiLl LaUgH..
vErY bAd Of Mi RiTe.. Bt SeRiOuSlY i WoNt CrY
bT i WiLl Be EvEn MoRe SaD tHaN kUnDa De InJuRy
CoS hE iS mY bAoBeI tAnG dI mA..
mUs Be MoRe HaRdWoRkInG thEsE 2 wEeK & cOmPlEtE
hIs PrEsEnT iF nT i DuNnO wHeN i WiLl HaVe ThE
tImE 2 cOmPleTe LiAo..

AnYwAy 2dAy DuN nId 2 gO wOrK cOs My CoUsIn SaY
tHe HR wIlL cAlL & rE-aRrAnGe ThE dAtE aGaIn..
YeAh..! CaN rEsT 1 mOrE dAy Le.. HaHa.. WiLl
Be SlAcKiNg @ hM sO tHoSe WhU wAnNa FiNd Ppl ToK
oN pHoNe De CaN cAlL mI aNyTiMe WoR.. HeEhEe!
BtW tHaNkS pInGpInG & tHoSe PpL WhU gIvE mI mOrAl
sUpPoRt De..
Wo HuI jIa YoU dE!
Tt AlL 4 tHe DaY.. nItEy!

hAvEn ReCoVeR yEt LeH..!

2004-11-29T16:28:00.000-08:00

WeNt 2 bAtAm YeSteRdAe WiF mY mUm & sIs 2 wAsH tEeTh,
MaSsAgE, dO cReAm bAtH & eAt SeAfOoD..
dUn ReAlLi FeEl LiKe EaTiNg De CoS mY tHrOaT rEaLlI
vErY pAiNfUl.. bT jEmMy & jEdDy KePt AsKiNg Us 2 eAt
MoRe EsPeCiAlLy Mi..
TrEaTiNg Mi LiKe A KiD sIa..
Bt OnLi WiF tHeM i CaN fEeL lIkE iM a KiD..
cOs WiF aMoNg AlL mY fReNz, Im AlWaYs ThE mOsT mAtUrE
& nAgGy WaN..
sO tHeY aLwAyS sAy I sOuNdS lIkE eItHeR tHeIr Da JiE,
mUmMy & tHe MoSt tRaGiC i HeArD iS aUnTiE..
i ReAlLi Tt NaGGy MeH..?
nAg U aLl Is 4 uR oWn gD mA..
bAcK 2 tHe ToPiC, tHeN + aLl tHe FoOdS r AlL mY fAv
SpIcY fOoD sO hEcK cArE lE lO..
bT @ lEaSt I sTiLl NoE hW 2 CoNtRoL mYsElF cOs I dUn
WaN 2 gO 2 TTS tO iNjEcT @ mY tHrOaT aGaIn Le Ar..
BaCk In Sg.. My StOmAcH sTaRtS 2 pAiN lIaO..
eXpEcTeD wAn CoS mY sToMaCh VeRy SeNsItIvE dE..
cAnNoT dRiNk MiLk Or EaT aNyThInG tT cOnTaInS mIlK..
cAnNoT eAt SeAfOoD..
bT dUn GiVe A dAmN lA cOs I aLrEaDy UsEd 2 iT lE..
i WiLl StIlL cOnTiNuE eAt mY fAv cHoCoLaTe, CaLaMaRi
& DrInk My FaV mIlO.. :P
tHe MeDiCinE dUn HeLp @ aLl..
mY fLu & sOrE tHrOaT iS sTiLl WiF mI lEh..
HoPe Tt I wIlL rEcOvEr b4 wEd Lo CoS i DuN wAn 2 tAkE
mC oN tHe 1sT dAe Of WoRk If Nt My CoUsIn WiLl KiLl Mi
& lEaVe A bAd ImPrEsSiOn 4 mY sUpErIoR..

eRm.. WaNnA gO rEsT lE..
bYeZ..!

SiCk LiAO lE!!!

2004-11-27T10:47:00.000-08:00

jUs CaMe BaCk FrM lAsT nItE dE bBq ClAsS gAtHeRiNg
Nt LoNg AgO.. tHeN aWhIlE mOrE hAvE 2 lEaVe 4 wOrK
lIaO.. sAw AlOt Of Ex-ClAsSmAtEs YeSteRdAy & rEaLiSe
ThEy DiDnT cHaNgE mUcH.. mAyB bEcOs I cHaNgE 2 mUcH
lE bA.. hAhA! dUn InTeNd 2 tOn WaN bT cHaNgE mY mInD
cOs ReAlLi 2 lOnG nV gAtHeR lE sO 1 nItE dUn SlP wOnT
dIe De.. BaSiCaLlY wE wAs SlAcKiNg ThE wHoLe NiTe &
kIp ReCaLlInG tHe PaSt.. OuR gRoUp(Mi,XiNwEi,AiLiN,JoEy,
StAnLeY,BeN,GaBrIeL,PeNg XiOnG & wEi XiAn) WaS tHe MoSt
KP gRp Lo.. UnTiL 5+ tHeN wE sTaRt OuR pHoTo TaKiNg
SeSsIoN lO aNd EvErY1 wAs DaMn HyPeR aR.. tOoK lOtS oF
pIcS.. LoNg TiMe Nv HaD sUcH FuN lE.. tHeN wE hElP bEn
ShOoT a ShOrT mV.. sO fUnNy SiA.. aIlIn WaS tHe FeMaLe
LeAd YeT sHe CaNt AcT tHeN mI & xInWeI wAs ThErE 2 tEaCh
HeR.. WeIxIaN wAs ThE dIrEcToR & tHeRe WeRe 3 sOnGs In
ThE mV.. 1sT sOnG - kIsS mI 123 sAnG bY sTaNlEy.. 2nD
sOnG - LaNg HuA yI dUo DuO sAnG bY xInWeI.. lAsTlY iS fEn
ShOu KuAi lE sAnG bY mI.. vErY dRaMaTiC lO.. dAmN fUn Ar..
Bt UnFoRtUnAtElY i FaLl SiCk Le CoS wAs CaUgHt In ThE rAiN
yEsTeRdAy.. & mY bAcK iNjUrIeS iS bAcK aLsO.. gOiNg 2 pEnGz
SoOn LiAo..

MuS gO wOrK lIaO iF nT iM gOiNg 2 bE lAtE.. sHaLl CoNtInUe
2nItE iF i HaVe ThE tImE.. ByEz!

GoInG cRaZy SoOn ~

2004-11-25T22:30:00.000-08:00

nThInG sEeMs 2 bE rItE.. tIs FeW dAyS mY mOoD dAmN
lOuSy De Lo.. PaRtLy Is LaCk Of SlP bT oThEr ThAn
Tt I rEaLlI cAnT fIgUrE oUt WaTz WrOnG wIf Mi Lo..
ThE fEeLiNg ReAlLi SuCkS 2 tHe CoRe.. HaIz.. ThOsE
wHu R lOoKiNg 4 jObS sToP aSkInG mI 2 hElP u FiNd
hOr.. Im Nt JoBs AgEnCy LeH & iM nT sO fReE 2 wAlK
aRd SeEiNg Gt ShOpS wAnNa HiRe PpL mA.. wAn 2 wOrK
gO fInD uRsElF lA.. bEtTeR sToP bOtHeRiNg Mi HoR iF
nT dUn BlAmE mI 4 bEiNg NaStY!

NeXt TuEsDaY wIlL bE mY lAsT dAy @ wOrK Le.. sTaRtInG
fRm 1sT oF dEc I wIlL bE wOrKiNg In A dIfF eNvIrOnMeNt
LiAo.. HaVe 2 LeArN eVeRyThInG rItE fRm ThE sTaRt..
DuNnO wHeThEr CaN gT uSeD 2 tHe TiNgS tHeRe Ma.. GtTiNg
mOrE nErVoUs As DaYs R dRaWiNg NeArEr..
ReAlLi Bu SeR dE aLoT tHiNgS @ fAr EaSt.. Bt AlL tHosE
mEmOrIeS i HaD tHeRe WiLl Be In My HeArT 4 lIfE..

sIaN aR.. eNeRgY wIlL bE iN sG oN 26tH dEc AGAIN! iS tHeIr
6tH tRiP 2 sG iNcLuDiNg TiS cUmInG wAn.. I hAvE sPlUrT aLl
mY pAy On ThEm Lo.. If TiS gOeS oN i TiNk I wIlL aNnOuNcE
bAnKrUpT sOoN lE.. rEaLlI mIz HiM sO mUcH.. hE's ThE 2nD
mAn tT mAdE mI mIz HiM sO mUcH oThEr ThAn My KoRkOr.. 4
tImE bEiNg No1 cAn TaKe OvEr HiS pLaCe Ba..

HaViNg ClAsS gAtHeRiNg 2mL.. gOiNg 2 eAsT cOaSt 2 bBq..
FiNaLlY gT 2 mIt AlL mY sEc ClAsSmAtEs Le.. ReAlLi MiZ
tHe DaYs WhEn We R iN nSs.. NsS rUlEz!
BtW iM gOiNg 2 bAtAm AgAiN tIs SuN.. sO mY dEaR fReNz DuN
mIz Mi 2 mUcH wOr.. KeKe.. TaKe CaRe.. NiTeY!

aH bInG kOrKoR.. MiZ yA sO mUcH!

2004-11-22T03:50:00.000-08:00

jUs CaMe BaCk FrM bATAm YeStErDAy.. WeNt 2 AtTeNd
JeDdY's WeDdInG dInNeR oN sAt.. 4 u'Ll dE iNfO..
hE iS tHe DrIvEr 4 mY tAnG gE aCcIdEnT..
dUn FeEl lIkE gOiNg WaN bT mY pArEnTs InSiSt Tt I
mUs Go CoS mY dAd & hIs DaD wErE cHiLdHoOd FrEnZ sO
nO cHoiCe Lo.. QuItE a GrAnD bT mEsSy WeDdInG, cOs
ThEy InViTe ThOuSaNdS oVeR pPl(108 tAbLeS)lEh..
DuE 2 tHe LaTe ArRvIaL oF uS & iT wAs FrEe SeAtInG,
mY fAmIlY(14 pPl)wErE BeInG sEpARaTeD iNtO 3 tAbLeS..
mY sIs & mI WaS vErY bU ShUaNg Lo CoS mY dAd WaS bEiNg
SePaRaTeD fRm My MuM & hAvE 2 sIt AlOnE..
wHeN iT wAs TiMe 4 tOaStInG.. tHe GrOoM tHaNk ThE 3
dOc 4 sAvInG hIs LiFe & sAy SoMeThInG lIkE gOdS sAVe
Mi ThRu Ur HaNdS.. tHe 1sT tInG i TiNk Of Is Y gOd Is
So UnFaIr.. Y dIdNt He SaVe My TaNg Ge As WeLl..
WhEn I tUrN aRd I sAw mY sIs CrYiNg ThEn I cAnNoT tAhAn
Le So I bUrSt InTo TeArS.. fOlLoW bY mY tAnG JiE, sMaLl
AuNt, 2nD aUnT, 3rD aUnT & mY mUmMy.. EvErY1 wAs LoOkInG
@ Us & tHeY mUs bE wOnDeRiNg PpL tOaStInG tHeY cRy 4 wAt..
Bt NoBoDy CaN uNdErStAnD hW mUcH iT aCtUaLlI hUrTs Us..
NtHiNg CaN EaSe ThE pAiN wE R sUfFeRiNg FrM..
gOnNa StOp HeRe Le If Nt Im GoInG tO cRy lIaO..

KOR.. I MISS U SO MUCH.. NO 1 CAN REPLACE U IN MY HEART!

ShOuLd I bE hApPi Or SaD..?

2004-11-20T00:44:00.000-08:00

WaS oUt WhOlE dAy WiF wEiPiNg 2dAy.. wAlK tIlL mY
lEgS gOiNg 2 bReAk Ar.. MayB bEcOs I sLePt @ 7.30am
tHeN wOkE uP @ 11am So 2 tIrEd Le Ba.. DBS cOnFiRmEd
Mi AlrEaDy So ThE pReSeNt JoB nW i CaN oNlI wOrK tIlL
eNd Of NoV.. AcTuAlLi Im QuItE hApPi CoS iN fUtUrE
i OnLi HaVe 2 wOrK 5 dAyS nIa.. Bt I cOuLdNt BeAr 2
lEaVe My PrEsEnT cOlLeAgUeS cOs ThEy HaVe BeEn VeRy
Gd 2 mI dUrInG tIs PeRiOd Of TiMe.. HaIz.. No MaTtEr
WaT i StIlL hAvE 2 lEaVe De.. So HaVe 2 cOnTrOl My OwN
fEeLiNg Lo..

MY DEAR COLLEAGUES OUT THERE.. I WILL GO DWN FIND U ALL
WHEN IM FREE.. MIZ YA LOTS..!

oh Ya.. Im GoInG 2 bAtAm TiS mOrNiNg 2 aTtEnD mY dAd'S
cHiLdHoOd FrEn De SoN dE wEdDiNg DiNnEr.. WiLl OnLi Be
BaCk On SuN.. hOpE u GuYz WiLl HaVe An EnJoYaBlE wEeKeNd
2.. TaKe CaRe.. SaYoNaRa ~ !

sHaG.. sUrPrIsE.. hApPi..!

2004-11-19T04:46:00.000-08:00

YeStErDaY wAs tHe BuSiEsT tHuRs I hAd EvEr SiNcE
i sTaRtInG wOrKiNg On MaY.. rEaLlI dAmN sHaG dE lO..
hAd 2 dO sToCkS,cAsHiErInG & sErVe CuStOmErS aLl By
MySeLf.. AlThOuGh My bOsS sAy Tt He Is ThErE 2 hElP
mI bT iN fAcT hE iS tHe WaN wHu MeSs uP tHe PlAcE aR..
i RaThEr He DuN cUm Lo, HiS pReSeNcE gIvE mI mOrE pReSsUrE
nIa.. WaSnT fEeLiNg VeRy WeLl AfTeR tHe CrOwD, hAd
DiFfIcUlTiEs BrEaThInG.. tOt Tt My AsThMa Is HaViNg A
rELaPsE bT lUcKiLy I gT mUcH bEtTeR aFtEr A rEsT..

Nt LoNg AfTeR tT.. bInGbInG & xInWeI cAmE aNd LoOk 4 mI..
cHiTcHaT 4 aWhIlE tHeN aFtEr ThEy WeNt OfF.. tHeRe CaMe
StAnLeY, jOeY(mY bAoBeI dI), wEiXiAn & pEnG xIoNg.. So
HaPpI 2 c ThEm CoS iT hAs BeEn A vErY lOnG tImE sInCe tHe
LaSt TiMe I mEt ThEm.. MiZ tHoSe DaYs WhEn We WeRe In NsS..

wEnT 4 cOfFeE sEsSiOn WiF wEiPiNg & yUkI aFtEr WoRk.. 2 bAd
ChErI cAnNoT mAkE iT oR eLsE wE'lL hAvE mOrE fUn.. We WeRe
ToKiNg CrApS & lAuGiNg ThRu OuT jUs LikE b4.. rEaLlI eNjOy
ThEiR cOmPaNy.. FrEe MuS mIt Up AgAiN hUh..

PeNgZ aR.. sTiLl DuN fEeL lIkE sLpInG bT hAvE 2 fOrCe mYsElf
2.. iF nT wAiT i Nt EnOuGh SlP sUrE wIlL hAvE mOoD sWiNg De..
ThEn PpL aRd Mi WiLl SuFfEr LiAo.. HaHa..
NiTeY!